I had no idea what I was doing when I started to lean forward. My mind was screaming ‘No, he doesn’t love you like you love him’ but my heart was saying ‘just kiss him!’ so I did the most stupid thing I could have ever done.
I went in for a kiss.
My mind went fuzzy, my heart sped up. All I could think was Louis Louis Louis. The feeling of having his lips on mine were amazing. That was untill I realized, he wasn’t kissing me back.
I pulled away. I felt sick to my stomach. He wasn’t moving, he just sat there as if he saw Bigfoot or something. I couldn’t look anymore.
I got up, and started to leave the flat. “Harry” Louis called after me. I ignored him, and kept walking.
Once I got out of the flat, I went straight to my car. I got the keys from under the seat, and turned the car on. I sat there for awhile, just thinking of how stupid I was for doing that. Why is life so unfair. I allowed a tear to run down my face as I started to pull out of the driveway. I need to tell someone, someone who won’t ever turn their back on me. I knew exactly who to go to.
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I pulled into Liam’s driveway, and noticed that Zayn was there too. I wasn’t that surprised that Zayn was there, considering they were dating. Yes, you heard me right, Ziam is real.
I walked in to find Liam hovering over Zayn, and kissing him, both shirtless. I cleared my through ant they jumped apart. They saw my red, poofy eyes, and jumped to help.
“Harry, what’s wrong?” Liam asked “Are you hurt?”
I shook my head. “Than what’s wrong?” Zayn asked. “Want me to get you tea?” he asked. I nodded. “Go sit with Liam, I’ll make the tea than”
I walked over to the couch Liam was at, and sat with him.
“So, what’s up?” he asked.
“Its Lou” I said “God Liam, I need to tell you that…” my voice trailed off.
“You need to tell me what?”
“That I’m in l-love with him.” I said, barley audible.
He laughed.
He fucking laughed! Why would he laugh when I’m crying, and I just confessed my love for Louis! “Why are you laughing?!” I screamed.
“Because its bloody obvious! I think the whole world knows by now that you love him!” he laughed. By this time, he was on the floor. Zayn came into the room with 3 cups of tea. He handed one to me, than to Liam, and kept one for himself.
“So what happened when I was gone?” he asked.
“Harry finally told me that he loves Louis” Liam replied, taking a sip of his hot tea.
“Finally you can tell someone.” Zayn commented.
“No offence to you two, but can you put your shirts back on?” I asked. They got their shirts up off the floor, and pulled them over their heads.
“Why were you crying though?” Zayn asked
I drew a deep breath. “Because I kissed him” I finally said, after a short period of time. Their mouths formed a ‘o’ shape.
“How was it? Did you feel fireworks? Did you love it? Did you hate it?” Zayn and Liam threw at me.
“Whoa, one question at a time” I said, and finally managed to smile at how stunned they were. A little.
“How was it?” Zayn finally said.
“Just…. Amazing (amazayn), untill he never kissed back…” I said, my voice trailing off again.
“I think you should talk to him” Liam suggested.
“He hates me now though” I said.
“Are you kidding me? Harry, you two are closer than anything in the world. I don’t think he could hate you if he tried.” Zayn responded.
“Fine, I will… tomorrow” I said.
“That’s fine, you can spent the night here if you want” Liam said. I nodded gratefully
“Thanks Liam”
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