Mated to an Alpha

Chapter 7

Alice pov

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" With a poison that will destroy a mating bond." was all I heard as my crying began to come to an ending.

As I then walked to a empty room that Christina told me to go to take a nice long nap, I though over what was going through my mind, how I feel, and do I really want to do this, the potion that will destroy a mating bond, my parents (AKA. Dead.), and take Grey away from me? Even though all the bad stuffs he's done to me so far...I couldn't stand to watch my future. Just a little problem like that and he's already yelling at me.

Thinking about all of these things made me start to feel a something tickling my throat and my eyes start to burn. So I let my eyes close, and the darkness take me into deep sleep.

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"Alice? Are you feeling alright? You don't look so good." Ask Christina.

"I'm fine, you don't have to worry. I just didn't get enough slept yesterday." To be honest, I felt horrible. I think this is the effect of staying away from your soul mate, which feels like someone or something is sucking out your life force, leaving you to feel worse than poop. I wanted this feeling to fade away soon as possible, knowing that worse things will be happening to me if I don't get it taking away from me.

"Okay then honey. I just came up here to check up on you. Also breakfast is ready downstairs, if you want to eat that is." Christina chuckled on the last part. I nodded my head.

"I'll be down in 10 min." I walked towards the bathroom and started to get ready. I got in the shower, rubbing down my tangle hair. Then got out of the shower, walked out of the bathroom, towards the closet that was at the corner of the room. Inside the closet there were lots of dresses.

I'm not that comfortable in dresses so I picked out a simple one. It is the color of baby pink, with one strap on the right side of the dress. It wasn't long. It reached below my knee. Also with some sparkling diamond on the strap. I tied my hair in a messy bun. Also with just a little touch up of a light lip stick and mascara.

"Wow. I look awesomely awesome." giggling to myself, walking out the door and down the stairs. All of the sudden I felt a sharp pain on my fist making me almost trip on my own feet. What was
this pain. I'm pretty sure I didn't do anything to hurt myself, did I. Then a though came in my mind. I couldn't be Grey. He wouldn't hurt himself for me. He doesn't care at all. Why would he
hurt himself? Is he stupid. We were after all connected because of the mark he gave me. But i could be over thinking too.

"Alice? What is taking you so long? The food is going to get cold."

"I'll be down there, just got a problem. But don't worry about it, I'll fix it." hearing Christina's feet shuffles around the kitchen. I don't have time to think about this right now, food is not going to eat itself. I pushed away the thought of Grey and headed to the kitchen, smelling the amazing bacon, pancake, bread, and eggs hit me hard. Making my mouth watery.

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"Hey Christina, I'm going to go out for a bit. I'll be back soon." informing her before I left out of no where. " Okay. Don't be gone too long."

"Okay." I replied back. I needed to run, let my inner wolf take over. She has been bothering me for quite some times now. As I reached out side, the nice air flowed through my dress, making it have waves. I head towards
the porch and started to strip, so the dress won't rip. It will be a waste since this dress is my favourite one so far.

Then I shifted into my wolf. She isn't to small, to big, she is just a little bit higher than average wolfs. A white wolf at that.

Yes. You finally let me out. You know that it's been forever inside of you. This is nice, I want you to

let me out more you hear me!

Yes. I'm sorry okay. It has been so busy lately. I replied to my wolf and she just sighs.

Yeah I know you've been. And then she took off into the woods. I realized where she was going and I knew the place very well. It is suppose to be a place when me and Grey have problems like these. As we arrived
to the place, it was so calming. But it wasn't as calming as when Grey touches me. The lake was so pretty like it always is, with fishes, bed rocks, and a waterfall. There is also a cave behind the waterfall that I found not to long ago on my walk.

My wolf walked us over the the cave behind the waterfall and sat down on the floor. Even in wolf form I could hear myself sigh. Now looking at the top of the cave, I image me with Grey. Then I quickly realized that I was thinking about Grey, and shook my
thoughts of him. Also realizing that I should just forgive him and live with him a peaceful life.

But knew that I couldn't do that because Christina was going to make a potion to destroy a mating bond so I can forget him, and find another mate, and hopefully live a happier life. But I still have hope, deep inside me, still hoping for Grey to come looking for me. I just have this feeling shut away because of a small problem like that. But I was tired already with my wolf alert and me asleep.

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