Found in the rain (Larry Fan fiction)

Part 7

Guys there were suppose to be trees near this road I couldn't find the perfect pic .. But still it's fine I guess ....enjoy
HARRYS pov
Days went like these , I stayed there in my small house , not even a house , I could feel that my body was now becoming weak day by day , I didn't have a mirror to look at my face but I was so sure I looked like a Tarzan .
The following day I went to the nearby bakery store , as I walked back the sun was slowly setting so all I just wanted to do was go to my favorite place and sit there and start thinking what should I do , I can't stay like this forever , I needed a job , I needed home , I needed a life , I needed someone to love me , thinking about love , nobody will ever love me .

First I'm gay , second I have stutter at times , third in so insecure about my self .

Why was life so difficult ?
I thought lying on the edge of cliff and staring at the soft light blue sky , the moment was peaceful , when....

Suddenly wind started to blow , it started slowly but then it gained speed , stood there and closed my jacket by wrapping my hands around my waste , my eyes unable to open due to the speed , standing there on the top , I felt so good as if the winds blew hard and took all my sadness , insecurities away , but this wind just clicked something my mind

Shit! I spoke softly and ran into the woods , the thing I was scared for , is what happened.

The only place I had to live was destroyed , it was destroyed , I was destroyed , standing there my knees couldn't bear the pain and I fell on the ground on them and sat there crying , letting it all out , that's when my phone buzzed , unlocking to see the only person who could message me

N- hi Harry , sorry but I forgot to ask you on that day that .Where do you live ?

Are you serious what should I say , I live no where , I don't want to see Niall again so I had to lie , I hated lying but I had to

H- First off all !! This is none of your business Niall , where I live , what I eat , what I do , please don't care , Bye.

This was my reply and I guess I needed to leave this place and go lie on the cliff

How much will I face ?

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The sun was almost setting and soon the darkness will be surrounded by darkness and wow from where on earth I can see clouds covering the sky. Why is everything happening so fast ?

But that was the moment I lied on the cliff edge , praying that tomorrow would bring at least a small happiness on my face or in my life

I closed my eyes and fell to a deep sleep

It wasn't that deep , as I was awoke to the loudest sound I've ever hear and the sound of thunder , the sound just made me jump up from my sleep and I sat there with my body on my hands , leaning on it and legs wide open from the frightening sound .
And the next thing that everyone knows I was getting soaked in rain and yeah , it was horrible .

No place to live , no food to eat , no one to help me , no clothes to wear  and all of this was the fault of me being gay , if only I was normal . Insecurity filled me and tears rolled down my eyes , I stayed there crying but chose to get up and go back

As I was making my way back , something clicked in my mind , I can go and take shelter in the bakery shop , will it be open at midnight , I don't think so but I chose to give it a try .

As I was walking down the street , my vision became blurry due to the rain and I was feeling so cold , as I walking I saw two lights coming towards me , I walked towards the side of the road , but suddenly I had to pass the road and move to the other side I walked and then tripped of a small rock and fell to the ground , I don't know where I fell but I had a feeling I shouldn't be here I tried to get up but realized that blood was running through my knee , I succeeded enough to get up and then walked as fast as I could with my stumbling leg ..

BEEEEEP! BEEEEEEEEP! BEEEEEEEEP I heard the voice and tried to move faster but the next moment everything became black

Guys sorry !!!! I updated late but I wanted to think so yeah , hope you all enjoy it
I'll be updating again soon
Love you all
Bye