Found in the rain (Larry Fan fiction)

Part 11

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HARRYS pov
After Louis and Liam left , I stayed there silent on my hospital bed , I knew I have slept properly after a long time , otherwise there on the ground but it wasn't comfortable and I was feeling the urge to get up and run , but my head still had a slight pain and my legs were too weak to walk and obviously my arm wasn't ready to be moved.

I just don't know that I was so weak that I passed out in the center of the road , why didn't I die , I don't want to live this life , no one cares and yeah this boy or what ever just bought me here because he hit me otherwise no , he would just think uh let him die there

I felt so worthless at that moment , I wanted to run away from that place and go back to the woods which was now my new home and I felt better there , even though the bed here was comfortable but I just can't help my self , I'm used to that.

Sitting there for a while , I closed my eyes and thought and thought about my life , well obviously I can't live my whole life in the woods because I can't die unless I really have to

After a while maybe hour or so , I woke up this time confident that I am leaving because I don't want to stay here , so with my full confidence I tried to move even though the pain was getting worse and I haven't eaten properly for many days so I was quite weak

I tried my best , because this was nothing I have faced worse pain then this , pain of a broken heart is nothing compared to this so I did my best and stood with help of the bed

AAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH, shhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit - I screamed army feet felt the weight of my body and I could feel tears in my eyes , but it's okay I can do this

I tried to talk small steps , it was so hard that i had nothing to hold while I was walking across the room towards the door , so I bent my self and crawled towards the door and when I reached there I took the support of the handle and stood up

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGHHHHH- i screamed again on top of my voice due to the pain ....

Opening the door , I slowly took steps and walked out side , as I was walking my pain increased but chose to ignore it because I had to leave
I turned and saw the main door and started walking towards it

Hello , Mr Styles - I heard a woman voice behind me turning to see my nurse

Yes ! - I answered
You are aren't allowed to leave you aren't in good state ...
I am okay now don't you stop me please , I'm fine I'm able to walk okay - I answered

No ! You aren't Mr Styles - she argued
I am and there is nothing that can hold me back , I won't put the blame on you , I'm all fine - I said and turned toward the door still trying avoid the stumbling because I didn't want her to notice

I went outside all confused because I didn't know which road would lead me to my was back to my temporary home

As I was walked out I stood by the side of the main road waiting for the cars to pass so I can cross the road , as I was waiting I saw a familiar car coming at first if don't know whose was it but then seeing a familiar face made me all fearful and scared and sad and happy too , I just didn't know what I really felt

But it was none other then Niall , Niall James Horan

I really didn't want what I was thinking but no , life never took my side and what happened next was , he stopped the car and came out all worried towards me

Oh my God !!!! Harry , what happened? - he said , what I was obviously expecting

Uh !! Nothing - I answered softly

Nothing !!! , you say this nothing , come on I'll take you home - he offered full of worried expression in his voice

No I'm not Niall , thanks for the offer but I need to go - I said and slowly turning the other way

No Harry !!! , I left you once but I can't leave you again and obviously not in this state , you know , I'm still your friend , best friend - he said softly keeping a hand on my shoulder and I could see in his eyes the tears which he controlled

I can't Niall , I have to go - I answered softy

I won't ask why , but this is not a way okay you are coming with Harry , you are - he offered again

Okay Niall , I won't come to your house but can you please leave me to my house - I said seeing down

Uh !!!!!! Okay Harry - he said helping me towards the car , he has changed after I left him . After opening the door and letting me in too say in the car and asked me where was my house ?
I answered near we last met , just l there . He looked aunt me with his eyebrows raised but didn't ask anything .

The drive to the small restaurant almost out of the town was silent , neither of us said a word but for some reason I was slightly happy to see Niall .

We reached the restaurant and again it was going to be really painful for me to stand , Niall on the other hand came out of his side and helped me get out

Harry be careful , are you still that sure that you don't want to come to my house? - he asked , when I able to stand on my own.

Y-y-y-yes  i-I-I'm sure about it - I tried my best to hide my weakness

Okay Harry , whenever you need me just call - he said going to his car and waving me a last bye

Okay , uh bye - I answered and turned back and started walking back to the restaurant, I really needed to eat something, then I realized do I even have money to buy something .

Sometimes my luck was really with me and I found £100 in my pocket and looked up and I found my self smirking , wow I still had my cheesy side .

I walked inside the restaurant and went straight to the counter I ordered a small size pizza , take away that to , after 15 min of waiting I took it with a 'Thanks' and walked outside and following my way into the woods , at last reaching the place I used to sit before and where I lost everything , during that night
I did not have any energy to even stand and almost fell to the ground , with tears filling my eyes and right there , at that time I knew that I had nothing to do now , I am lost and no one will ever care for me , I'm worthless just how my parents described me .

I closed my eyes as tears were falling continuously and I was getting torn part , this time , with no energy or even intention to be strong and pick my pieces up .

Eating , crying , eating , crying , eating , crying and crying was how I spent the rest of my day until darkness soon invaded the skies , it was getting a bit creepy out here , so I decided to go to that one beautiful place where , I used to go , near  the cliff where the wind blew and gave me hope , that don't surrender now , you are and you can do it .

I had got some amount of energy from the food I ate today evening , so it was kind of easy for me to walk , as I slowly approached towards the cliff I felt , wind blowing on my weak chest but slowly filling it drop by drop with happiness .

My hand still did hurt and so did my legs , I haven't seen my self in the mirror for ages I guess , how did I look my hair , I just don't know , ugghhhhh I haven't even taken bath .
That's when I started feeling dirty.

At last I reached for the cliff and stood there , seeing the beautiful night sky , I laid down slowly really not wanting to hurt my self , so there me facing the night sky , I thought and thought and wished that some how I get help , from somewhere , from some one. This place was a place that made me think positive thoughts , I just don't know but this place is different , like as if it is totally separated from the world , from the negative , abusive world and that's why my eyes shut and I went to a deep calm sleep.

Okay so that's it , updaaaaaate coming soon , I'll upload the night sky picture an d HARRYS picture too now , he looks weak , my baby 😒
I'm sorry not good at writing books , but uhhh forgivvvve me
Stay strong everyone
Hope everyone's fine
Take care