SURFER GIRL

"HEY LADY," naramdaman ko na lang ang yakap nya mula sa likod ko and a lips on my cheeks, "MISS ME?" binitawan ko ang mga folders na inaasikaso ko at humarap sa kanya ng may ngiti.

"IS THAT A QUESTION? OR A STATEMENT?" he smile at me and give me a smack. on my lips.

"THAT WAS A FACT. MISS ME. RIGHT?" and another smack.

"WHAT IF I SAY NO?" and he make face.

"THAT'S NOT TRUE," ngumit ako at ako naman ang nagbigay ng smack.

"OFCOURSE THAT'S NOT TRUE, I MISS YOU A LOT." bibigyan nya sana ako ng isa pang smack ng biglang.

"EHEM," tumikhim si papa na nasa cafe pala. "WOULD YOU GUYS WANT SOME PRIVATE PLACE?" oh men, there he go again. teasing us.

and yeah, papa always teasing me and lhio. nagiging over daw kasi ang kasweetan namin in public place. inggit lang sya.

"CAN WE EXCUSE US. PA," pinalo ko nga sa dibdib. nakikiride on pa sa kalokohan ng papa ko... masyado silang close sa isat isa, sa sobrang close madalas nakakalimutan ata ni papa na ako ang anak nya at hindi si lhio.

"SURE GO AHEAD, BASTA WALA PANG MABUBUO AH," tsk nagiging konsintidor si papa >_<

"LETS GO LADY, WERE GOING TO HEAVEN." =___= pinanliitan ko nga ng mata,

"KAW NAMAN DI NA MABIRO. DI KA PA BA SANAY SAMIN NI PAPA?" sabay tawa ng malakas. take note nakayakap pa rin sya sa kin ah, how was that. at ang papa ko amuse na amuse sa nakikita nyang ambience. nice lang nang aasar?

"I THINK I SHOULD GET GOING, MUKHANG NAABALA KO NA ANG LOVE BIRDS." smirk appear on his face "SEE YOU AROUND GUYS" at lumabas na nga si papa ng pinto ng cafe ko. nakangisi naman tong asawa este boyfriend ko.

well i think don din naman ang tuloy namin. we love each other without any hesitation. we love each other the way we are... and also we love each other even in our worsts...

"SO LADY, ARE YOU READY, IN UPCOMING COMPETITION?" gosh bigla akong kinabahan isiping sasabak ako sa isang kompetisyong ngayon ko lang sasalihan.

well i take trainings and practice as well sabi nga diba practice makes perfect. lhio and the rest of the gang are very supportive. they made my trainings a little bit easier for me..

they give me some advice and some briefing on what im getting into. minsan i feel the pressure, the stress and full loads of tiredness but I know its all worth it, coz i know i did a very well job.

siguro ill just take their advice. don't think that its a competition, better to enjoy yourself and do everything you can. don't pressure your mind and body so you can focus on what desire you want...

"I THINK I SHOULD BE?" ngumiti na naman si lhio at hinalikan ako sa noo.

"THAT'S MY GIRL. ARE YOU SCARED?" tanong nya. pinakaramdaman ko ang sarili ko pero parang wala naman.

"I DON'T THINK SO, I SHOULDN'T BE, DO I HAVE TO? WHY SCARED IF I KNEW THAT YOUR ALWAYS IN MY BACK?" niyakap nya ko ng mahigpit.

"ALWAYS HERE BABY," he always make me feel good whenever he assure everything to me...

showing his care, love and affection is the things that i like him most. hindi dahil sa nagiging reyna or prinsesa ako. pero yung feeling na I feel complete with him.

i can't search for more, or rather i can't ask for more... he is everything to me, i know its sound cheesy but yeah, every person who was in love getting cheesy isn't it???!

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COMPETITION....

Were here at the location and i feel so nervous talaga, its my first time to join any competition and i don't have any idea, what will happen. there's a second thought to back out but nandito na ko kaya go lang ng go.