Marvel [One-Shots] (Reader x Character)

Don't Worry (Natasha x Reader) [Request]

Why? Why didn't your beautiful and great girlfriend want to kiss you? You were a couple and she loved you more than everything else. She told you every single day, where you smile at her, telling her that you loved her too. But still she never kissed you.

"Hey, sweetheart. You look awesome!~", you chimed happily as you saw your girlfriend, Natasha Romanov, who put her weapons on the table, drying with a towel the sweat on her forehead away.
"I am sweating and tired... I look horrible.", she raised her eyebrow.
"Horribly awesome.~", you said happily, walking to your girlfriend to give her a hug, like every other day.
While you embraced her, she chuckled lightly, shaking her head. "You are too sweet, (y/n). I love you." "I love you too.", you said happily and stopped hugging her.
You two looked at each other's face until you slowly leaned towards her, trying to give her a kiss. But unfortunately you were stopped by her hand.
"Sorry, I... I can't kiss you.", she said upset, avoiding her gaze.
"Nat...", you whispered, apologizing to her.

It was normal. Always when you wanted to kiss her, she denied it. Always. But why? She loved you, didn't she?

After you tried it on this day for 13 times and she always stepped away, crouching down or telling you that she couldn't kiss you, you gave up...

~Time Skip~

You sighed, glancing every few seconds at the red haired woman who was sitting on the couch, reading a book while she took a sip of her drink. "What's wrong, (y/n)?", she asked, eyeing you with her wonderful turquoise eyes.
"It's nothing...", you muttered, slumping down on the couch next to her.
She raised her eyebrow at you, knowing that something was wrong. "You can tell me it, honey.", she said, putting her hand to your waist as she dragged you near her.
"You know that I love you. You can tell me everything.", she told you, voice full of concern and put her book and drink away to give you her full attention.

You leaned your head on her shoulder, intertwining your hand with hers. "I know and I love you too... It's just," you sighed, looking into her turquoise-green eyes, "It's stupid, I know... But I... I am kinda sad... You never kissed me and I... You know..."
She let a sigh come out of her throat, shaking her head slightly. "You won't understand it. You will be scared and I-... I don't want you to hate me. To be scared of me. I love you and I don't want you to hate me..."
"Nat! Are you stupid? I won't hate you, because I love you. Forever and always. I won't ever leave you.", you said, taking both of her hands in yours.
"Please, Nat. Please... I am begging you... Tell me...", you begged calmly, looking into her eyes with concern and fear that she won't tell you.

"(y/n)..." "Please...", you begged her. Your hands tightened around hers while you tried to not cry.
She looked down, glancing at your hands. "Okay... I will tell you..."

She took a deep breath before she told you the reason. "It's just... Every time when I loved and kissed someone, I killed them... I needed to kill them for the mission or they died and I... I just...", she sighed, "I am afraid that you-"
You freed her hands from yours, grabbing her cheeks with both of your hands. "I won't die, Nat. And I know that you won't kill me. I love you... And I am not afraid of anything. I will never be afraid, Nat. Why should I? After all, I am with you, the best girlfriend anyone could wish for. I love you, Natasha Romanov. I will always love you. And it was just something that happened in your past. I know that you won't do it again. It was just the past and everyone did horrible things, my beautiful assassin.", you told her as a tear dropped out of your (e/c) eye.
"(y/n)... Thank you."

She leaned towards you while her green eyes closed slowly and gave you the most wonderful kiss you could ever imagined. You closed your (e/c) orbs, kissing her back.

"Don't worry, Nat. I love you and that's why I accept you and your past... I accept everything. My great girlfriend."