I'm more than just an option
Refuse to be forgotten
I took a chance with my heart
And I feel it taking over
I better find your lovin'
I better find your heart
I better find your lovin'
I better find your heart
I bet if I give all my love
Then nothin...
Yn and I sat at Panda Express, waiting to be served. She said this was her favorite place, so here we are. I'm going to spoil her like, she's mine. Whatever she wants she can have, money ain't a option to me.
"So, Yn do you know what your having?" I asked getting a conversation going.
"Um, no not yet. I asked the doctor not to tell me the gender. I want a surprise." She smiled looking over the menu.
"That's exactly how me and my ex did. God blessed me with a beautiful little girl. She's one, going on ten."
We both laughed, as the waiter came over. She scoffed, and waited for us too stop laughing.
"Um are y'all ready?" She asked rolling her eyes.
"Bitch take that attitude somewhere else. Send us another waitress, you gone make stick my foot up your ashy ass. Make this your last time disrespecting me and my lady. Poof, be gone hoe!" I said grabbing her by her apron.
"Lucas calm down." Yn said grabbing my hand sending me in a trance.
"I'm sorry, I just hate when people disrespect the people I love. That irks the shit out of my soul." I said caressing her cheek.
"Lucas, we just met like an hour ago. This can't possibly be love, maybe it's lust." She sighed looking away from me.
"Nah I felt something when I first saw you. Why can't you expect the fact that I wanna get too know you, and take us too the next level." I explained cupping her face.
"I'll give you a chance Lucas, but once you blow it. That's it, I'm just so tired of being hurt." She sighed.
"Don't worry baby, I ain't gone hurt you. Trust me and let loose ma." I said grabbing her hand.
"Okay, okay. I'll ease up, but can we go somewhere else my ass is truly starving now." She smiled.
"Of course baby, you can have whatever you like." I said grabbing her hand.
//A few weeks later//
"Bae, can I smoke this?" I asked pulling out half of a blunt from my pocket.
"Yeah, upstairs I have a balcony in my room." She said getting up, as I followed her upstairs.
"Okay make it quick, my mom should be home at any minute. Plus, I have school tomorrow and I'm hella tired." She said yawning.
"Same, I start Atlanta High tomorrow." I said inhaling smoke.
"Awe looks like we'll be seeing eachother tomorrow." She grinned.
"Oh shit bae go to my new school." I smiled grabbing her hands and two stepping with her.
"Staawp." She blushed as I began to lean into her lips. When our lips connected, my heart started to beat fast, and my friend woke up slightly. I pulled away, and her eyes were closed.
"You can open your eyes now ma." I smirked as her eyes slowly peered open.
"Those kisses get better and better. But bae you gotta go. Mama Chy should be home in a minute. She said holding her door open.
"Mama Chy love me, and I'll pick you up in the morning, goodnight." I said kissing her cheek as I walked out.
Okay, goodnight love." She said closing her door.
-Next Morning-
Last night I got absolutely no sleep. Every time I moved and got comfortable so did the baby. I slid out of bed slowly making my way to the bathroom. I turned on my beats pill, filling the bathroom with Jeremiah h's voice. As I slid my clothes off and got in the shower. I let the warm water put my baby to sleep. My body felt 1000x better when I got out of the shower. I finished my hygiene, threw on some clothes, and headed downstairs were I smelled food. 🤗
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As I sat down at the table I was greeted by my family and Evelyn.
"How are you feeling darling?" My mom asked.
"Tired, but I'm making it." I sighed spreading jelly on my toast.
"Sis, Melanie booked you a photoshoot for the baby." Jacob said scrolling through his phone.
"Why? My manager already booked someone and paid them. Tell her to cancel it, and thanks for the offer."
"Chill, don't be a bitch about it. She was just trying to be nice." Keke said putting her plate in the sink.
"I didn't ask you too put your two sense in shit. Shut the fuck up, and keep yo noisy ass out my business." I said drinking my orange juice.
"Aye hoe chill yo pregnant ass out. Keep them hormones in place, and shut up."
"Bitch why you still talking? I been done talking to yo stupid ass." I said biting my bacon.
"Both of you hush now!" My mama said grabbing her purse.
"You two chill out. Have a good day at school. Your mom and I gotta get going early this morning." My dad said kissing my forehead and rubbing my belly.
-car honking-
"That's my ride, bye Jacob, bye Felicia." I said grabbing my backpack. As I walked outside Lucas got out and opened my door for me. As we pulled up at the school. He came around opened my door, and carried my backpack. He was the sweetest thing to me. A little to sweet If I may add, not even Bryce did this for me. Maybe Lucas was of a different breed, I don't know what it was but he was slowly pulling me into his trap. After just a few weeks of us knowing each other, and dating. I feel like it was it's finally time to say "I love you."
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