𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐠𝐨

First chapter

Being the biter ex girlfriend is exactly what I want to be. I want to make him regret meeting me. When I was younger love felt fun and new. You know swinging with another boy he'd hold your hand while his friends yelled "eww cooties". Everything was so simple it almost seemed magical because love was easy.
I remember my first heartbreak it was in high school I was fifteen the boy was named Isaac he was tall and always smelled like watermelon. He was sweet and loved to bring me a bag of m&m's everyday. The way he broke up with me was the worst. He said he wanted to meet after school behind an Apple tree we had in school. When we met up I was so happy and calm, I had no idea this was going to be the reason I hated all guys named Isaac. We sat down under the tree for what felt like hours and just talked about class and Jenny are mutual best friend who got detention for skipping class. Then he finally did it he said "I think we should break up, I just think your to flat to be my girlfriend. I like girls who are little more similar to Wonder Woman or Elasti-girl. But we can still be FRIENDS." I was crushed not only did I lose my boyfriend but also my confidence. Like wow, sorry I don't look like a fictional character. I was fifteen nobody I knew looked like that. That wasn't the worst part, the worst part was that later he dated Jenny. I had no one left after that. I spent a lot of time in high school in my swim team. My swim team was everything to me and we were state champions. I won most of my meets. I was so good I got a scholarship to study at my state school and couple other good options. I ended up deciding to go to Penn State for English. We're I was on a great swimming team.

While in college I had my second heart break with a boy named Tony. His full name was Antonio Saint most people called him Tony. He felt his name was too pretentious and loved being called Tony. I was a sophomore in college when I met him and he was a Junior. We met at a party hosted by his best friend Eric Edwards. Eric is what you call a dreamboat but he's a story for another time. His best friend was in my Intro to bio class and had insisted I come to his birthday party. I didn't know him, other than class interactions, we weren't close. So I was hesitant but I said yes. "Great party starts at 10:00pm you don't have bring me a present your presence is enough" said Eric looking at me with his twinkling brown eyes. After class I went back to my dorm and asked my roommate if she would come with me to this party. My roommate Andrea Núñez was really into parties, her parents were really strict so she did anything to feel wild and free. "Yeah of course you know I love parties. Whose coming?" Andrea said "I'm not sure" I said. "Your going to a party and you don't know anyone?" She said. "I'll know you and umm Eric. It's his birthday party I'm sure it will be fun." I said. She nodded and started pulling out options for me to wear. Andrea loved to dress more sexual than I was comfortable with, so everything she pulled out was tight or was short. So I told her to pick a color she wanted me to wear and I'd come up with something cute to wear. She liked that idea and picked purple. Her favorite color. I picked up a lavender dress that had little flowers on it and was tight enough she would approve. She applauded and said "Okay now you pick the color I should wear". I wanted to pick a color she would hate me for but I knew she'd look good in. "I pick red" I said. She looked at me with so much disgust. I almost thought she would back out from going. She hated red because "it doesn't go with me. Personally red is more for a older women or someone going on a valentines date." The real reason was because her twin Alexa insisted red was her color and forbid her from wearing it. Although she was not looking forward to wearing red she pulled out an amazing dress that was more burgundy than red. But it looked beautiful on her. As we
continued getting ready she asked "Are you going to this party for fun or to get know Edward's better?" She giggled after that question. "I mean Eric is the reason I'm going. But that doesn't mean. Well you know I think he's cute. But doesn't mean anything." She interrupted me and said "I get it but he's been in your class all semester you should talk to him. He's not going to bite. Are you almost done?" She said yelling to me sitting on her spinning chair at her desk. "Yeah I'm ready how do I look?" I said. I had curled my hair and put on some light make up. "Gorgeous are you ready for Edwards?" she said and made smooching faces at me. I rolled my eyes and we started walking towards the party.