Falling in love with a Dolan (g.d)

Chapter 28

Gray had a look of total shock on his face.
I can't have him be apart of my family that I hate.
He doesn't deserve to be in a disastrous family.
But then again, we have a house together and twins.
I just don't know what to do.

"Let me think about it for a little while. Maybe a week. A month max."

Katrina and Ethan looked at me with their jaws dropped.

I couldn't take the pressure of being stared at and ran to the bathroom.
Katrina came in after me and held my hair.
I have stage fright so I puked in the toilet.
The doctors came after me because I was puking and took me to my room again.
I have no clue what is going on but the made me fall asleep.
Apparently I had something making me puke in my stomach.
Though I haven't eaten anything for the past couple days the doctors say I have some sort of tumor in my liver.
It is making it so that my babies have hardly any room to move.

They rushed me to the O.R and did surgery on my tumor and got it out safely.
I'm glad I didn't have to get anymore surgery after that.

They also found my razor when I was being taken care of.
They asked Gray, Eth, and Katrina if I've ever been suicidal.
Katrina was the only one who said yes.
They eventually found cut marks across my wrists and legs and on my hips.
I never wanted anyone to see them.
Katrina was the only one who really knew the truth.
I hated the truth.

After the surgery I was able to walk and talk.
I couldnt do much more.
They wouldn't let me eat or drink.
Besides water.
It made me angry that I couldn't eat or drink...