We can be divine
I finished the song with a tears in my eyes.
I feel so emotional right now.
I realized my mistakes and I realized too that its too late.
After that incident on the backstage, taeyeon tried to talk to me a lot of times just like the good times. But I avoided her like plague. My life back then is full of complications because of Jaejoong . I was stupid. I was fool and I was inloved with him.
Until we grew apart.
Taeyeon doesn't smile or talk to me like she did before.
And I was too late
Too late to fix it.
"Taeyeon -ah" again I broke the silence between us
She ignored me and looked at her papers.
Please forgive me
That's all I wanted to say but I know she won't accept it
Taeyeon is the type of person who will stood with you thru thick and thin but her weakness is that she holds grudge into someone who hurt her.
I cleared my throat.
"Taeyeon ah, I'm Leaving now" - I said , emphasizing the last two words.
She just nodded as an acknowledgement without even looking
I am fixing my things when I heard her cough.
Yoona said that she have a fever this morning.
I quickly remove the cashmere scarf on my neck and without a warning , put it on her neck.
She stared at me with blank expression ,still without saying anything
"Take care of yourself taenggo
Im leaving now".- i didn't wait for her respond because im sure she wont say anything to me.
I drove my car.
....
I took another sip of wine
Did I made the right decision?
I know it's selfish but this is the only way to make things right
I know they will be mad at me but if it's for taeyeon sake, I will.
I talked about this to mr. Lee soo man. He disagreed but I convinced him
I know taeyeon is no longer comfortable having me around
I took another sip
Today is September 30
I know this will be the most painful day for SONE...
My phone keeps ringing
But I ignore it
Maybe the news are spreading now
I hope taeyeon is happy now. She deserves to be happy after all these years
Kim Taeyeon...
......
Taeyeon's Pov
Everyone here in Sm building is very stressed especially us.
The phones keep ringing
There are also like hundreds of reporters outside
"What exactly happened??? - yuri asked in no one particular
I saw our maknae crying
"We need to talk to her" ! - sooyoung
"That was a selfish move " -tiffany
"What selfish are you talking about huh tiffany? You don't know the real story so stop making assumptions!" - yoona
"OK calm down everyone. We need to know what happened. Let's talk to my uncle." - Sunny
Right now I can't say anything about the situation. I feel so numb inside and my knees are shaking so I have to take a seat.
"What can you say about this taeyeon? Are you happy now??"
I looked at yoona.
Am I really happy now??
"What the heck are you talking about yoona???" - tiffany
"I heard you last time. Jessica attempted to talk to you but you ignored her and you even told her that she should leave this group!" yoona, crying
I am dumbfounded.
*flashback
Taengoo do you want some candy?
I look at Jessica who is standing in front of me.
Hey taeng---
Stop talking to me. Let's just be civil in front of our fans.- i responded coldly.
I saw her eyes drew with pain
Suddenly I want to take back everything I said but Im still mad at her...
"Look taeng it's all in the past now why can't you--"
I didn't let her to finish her sentence because I stood up
"You know what jessica? I think it's better if you stay out of my life"
I quickly walk away so that she won't be able to see my tears
What happened to us Jessica Jung?
