Im so freaking weak
I cried again
God im an idiot
It hurt but it didnt hurt that much
Why cant I just suck it up.
I did but I let go again because of the memory
I guess i was just surprised that it happened but come on why am I still crying
It doesnt even hurt that much
It doesnt even hurt at ALL
I want to be strong but I cant
I'll be stronger next time i hope but
God why I just don't want to talk about it
I'll keep my mouth shut
If people say anything or ask me I'll just cover it up with a smile
Man i suck
I cant be strong for crap
Why.
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OK this was my first "thing" 'I'm working on it' (idk)
I wrote this one day I was sad
But I'm fine now 😊
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Pages From My Life Battles
Short StoryHi I'm ruby I'm a girl that has been through a lot lately and the only way I can express my feelings is t just well write them out.... This is a book about all the stuff I can't say but can write If you can relate that's cool Enjoy