I need headphones something to cover and block all the BS I'm just really really ....idk I really just don't know anymore I give up and I say this but I will never truly give up
I hate giving up its just not what I do
I need to win I need to be the best
I need to be on top of everyone I need to be better I just have that one thing in my mind that I cant control its just.......well its just that I'm not OK and I might say I am for the moment but in reality I'm really not OK and I'm not ganna lie about that cause I'm just not ........I'm not strong enough and I'm sure as hell not big enough to except my own mistakes and or defeat. I most likely always put the people I love first them myself
But to be honest I don't think that, that a lot of people get me. I mean like I say this a lot and by a lot I mean a lot.
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Pages From My Life Battles
Short StoryHi I'm ruby I'm a girl that has been through a lot lately and the only way I can express my feelings is t just well write them out.... This is a book about all the stuff I can't say but can write If you can relate that's cool Enjoy
