2- "State Of My Head."

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"State Of My Head"

"The only way I'm leaving is dead,
that's the state of my head."

If you don't know this song it's by Shinedown and honestly speaks the truth.

I don't know how I feel anymore about death.

When I was younger it scared me.

But now, it seems like a gift.

Why be in this wretched world when you can be at peace?

But.

Everyone is alive for a reason.

You, me, we all are. We have a purpose and that's why we are alive, is to fill that purpose.

I've been told by a lot of people it gets better and that life is worth it.

Do I believe them right now?

Not a chance! My life is absolute shit.

But I know that later on, maybe next week maybe tomorrow it will get better.

I will be happy soon.

I just hope that comes before death.

The 'State Of My Head' is cloudy right now, I'm either always pissed off, happy, or sad.

But that state of my head will be okay here soon.

And for fucks sake I can't wait for it.

*Inspired by Shinedown*