Deep thoughts at 3 AM

Crushes

Crushes.

Crushes fucking suck.

For me at least.

I don't have the confidence level to go and ask for the person I like number.

I've never been that confident.

That's a lie.

The one time I told someone I liked them they rejected me right away.

I didn't know what to do anymore.

So now, I don't talk or really speak to boys in that manner.

My confidence is shit.

But then, I remind myself that I only have one life.

Asking for someone's number or contact information now won't affect me later in life unless they're my soul mate.

So,

If you have a crush, go for it.

You might be rejected but that's life. You will have several relationships fail and there's nothing you can do about it.

That guy that you always catch looking at you in class, or making funny faces at you, might actually like you.

He probably thinks your gorgeous.

Or that girl that's always trying to talk to you might like you.

You never know.

Go for the plunge.

It will help you build up your confidence.

You know, sometimes boys/girls don't have that confidence to ask you for anything, but they might be Inlove with you.

Go for it.

And for fucks sake, don't give a shit what anyone else says or thinks about it

-BM