everytime something happens you cant run away
stop running over to your friends houses and getting drunk off their wine.
you were raised by an alcoholic
married and alcoholic
and swore never to become one
but i see you heading down this path and it makes want to puke. you said you would always be there for me but seem to ignore me
when i told you my struggle with self harm you upright ignored it and told me to clean my room because "it wold make em feel better"
you CANT IGNORE ME
im hurting im sad
and you cant act like you dont see it
why do think i have no friend, why do you think i spend so much time online.
because its the only place i can get support
the support you wont give me
YOU ARE READING
rants
Randomy i k e s this may or may not get super duper personal im not even making this so i get reads its gonna be more like a public diary
