I wake up and it's exactly nine o'clock. I turn on my beats and turn on Bluetooth on my phone. The first song I play is Carousel by Melanie Martinez, then Be Real, then High School. After I lounge around in bed for a good thirty minutes I decide it's time to stop being lazy. Unfortunately I'm pretty lazy so I decide taking a small step in my beautification process to help motivate me. I'm in the middle of putting on my anti aging gel and my ex, Asher, snapchats me. This dork looks just like Johnny bravo with the way his hair is styled. I make a video showing me washing my face like a tutorial on YouTube to send to Gracelyn. I forgot I was still in the window to send Asher something and I accidentally send him the video. He responds with his face over his hand. I definitely have to clean off my face before I send another picture. I do so and caption it, "sorry I look like death rn..this hair man." He responds with, "you look gr8t." Ahh white boys, putting numbers in words lol. Gotta love them.
Asher doesn't respond for a while so I go on to do something else. My baby brother Christopher, Chris for short, tells me he's hungry so I decide to make him some fried chicken. For some reason it takes forever to make. I had to flavor the flour myself and not to brag but I did a pretty good job. After that I think about what fuckery happened yesterday. Somehow it's made me reflect on myself and realize I want to do everything in my power to never become someone like that. The first thing I do is remove Brian from my kik block list. First thing I see is a message from Friday at two thirty seven pm.
SAVAGE: I have another question
Me: what
SAVAGE: I was just wondering if you like me at all, like in any way
Me: yeah you're my friend and I have mad love for you. You just irritate my soul.
SAVAGE: oh ok I'm sorry and I guess I have "mad love" for you too
Me: okay
SAVAGE: ok then
SAVAGE: wait are you and Dave going out?
Me: ?
SAVAGE: your username
Me: ohh lol
SAVAGE: so is that a yes
Me: it's an ohh lol
Me: lol
SAVAGE: ha ha ha
Me: okay
SAVAGE: so are you dating him
Me: Nope. Idk if I can
SAVAGE: because you're dating Henry?
Me: because I don't think I can...
SAVAGE: k why do you think that
Well Brian isn't completely irritating my soul. He isn't so painful to talk to when he's not being a weird perverted asshole. I have no doubt in my mind he's gonna annoy me soon though. I realized I haven't talked to my cozy nearly all day. So I texted her and she answers me what....what a rude little cozy I have, but nonetheless I love her.