Love&Untold Stories (Janoskians Fanfic)

Chapter 32

Sierra’s P.O.V

I woke up to the sound of my alarm sounding throughout the house today was the day I would be leaving Melbourne for a good few months until I came back to see Amelia before she had the baby. I quickly got dressed into my skinny jeans, white converse and my baggy oversized black Brooklyn jumper before quickly running over my hair with my straighteners, I also put on some concealer and mascara to make me look more awake.

I double checked I had everything before saying bye to Amelia’s mum and taking my suitcases outside to wait for Amelia it saves Amelia and her mum having to see each other. I sat on my suitcase just scrolling through twitter before tweeting.

“@SierraBlake: Waiting for Amelia then off to the airport I go!”

I saw tweets coming through in hundreds asking about Beau and saying how people are going to miss me and more, this was the best time to put my phone away as Amelia had just pulled up. I put my stuff into the boot before getting into the passenger’s side before we drove off to the airport.

“Did Luke not want to come?” I asked laughing.

“Na he didn’t want to intrude” Amelia laughed back.

We soon arrived at the airport and we went through to check in so I could give my bags over to the staff so that I wasn’t sat with them and having to pull them around with me. I went and sat in the lounge where you could watch the planes while Amelia went to go get some drinks for us both we had a nice heart to heart and spoke about the baby it was really cute because that is when Amelia asked me if I wanted to be the godmother which just made my day, I couldn’t be more grateful.

After a few hours

Me and Amelia had both done our shopping in the duty free which was always bad because I would always end up buying more make-up which I didn’t need but what do you expect when it is at such good prices. We were sat in the lounge again reading through magazines with Amelia looking through the baby magazines until we heard someone shout.

“NO!” someone shouted from the distance causing everyone to turn and look near the check in desk.

It was Beau with Luke quickly running after him while apologising to the security on his way past them.

“Oh god” I said to Amelia causing her to look up.

“Well at least you can’t say he doesn’t care” Amelia laughed while smiling at me.

“Sierra we need to talk please” Beau was on his knees with tears running down his face.

“Beau please get up from the floor everyone is looking over” I asked him.

“Not until you agree to speak to me” He replied looking at me you could see the hurt in his eyes.

“Fine come on” I replied taking his hand.

We walked over near the quiet part of the airport just round the back of the stairs which was away from everyone’s view in the departures lounge.

“Please don’t leave or hate me Sierra, I love you and I didn’t mean for any of this to happen trust me if I could change what has happened I would totally you mean everything to me. You are my girl. No one else is only you and you will only be my girl.” Beau said while having the odd break because of his tears.

What he was saying was killing me on the inside but I needed to go. I couldn’t stay around him because then I wouldn’t be able to get over him which I don’t want to do but I need to.

I embraced Beau into a long meaningful hug before whispering in his ear.

“Don’t cry because it’s over. Smile because it happened.” Saying this to the one person that meant so much to me hurt me so much and caused me to start crying but I needed to do this.

While embracing Beau in the hug I heard my flight get called this was my que to leave. I broke off the hug with Beau to have him just looking at me I could see how hurt he was, how hurt we both was.

“I will always love you Beau. You were my first love and you will be my last.” I smiled before I handed Beau a picture of both me and him on our last night we spent together.

“Don’t forget me please” Beau spoke to me before putting the snapback he was wearing on my head.

“I won’t how could I ever forget you Beau Brooks you made my days in Melbourne worth it, yeah stuff has happened but like I said you will always be my first love I just need some time away from here so I can grow my distance from you and be able to get over everything that has happened. I’m truly sorry but I need to do this for me. I need to get going though or I will miss my flight” I spoke before I gave him another hug.

I broke away from the hug and started to walk over to Amelia to say a quick goodbye before I felt someone grab my wrist and turn me around their lips crashing onto mine I knew it was Beau just by the way he kisses. I wanted to push him away but I couldn’t I enjoyed his kisses the kiss got deeper and it just felt normal for me to put my arms around his neck this moment was perfect but I shouldn’t be thinking that.

I broke the kiss but I didn’t stay around long I quickly said bye to Amelia and Luke and went to get my plane. I felt bad for rushing off but my head was all over the place, I took my seat on the plane looking out of the window I could see straight to the departures lounge and I could see someone that looked the spitting image of Beau who was hugging someone my guess was it was either Luke or Amelia. My phone vibrated I looked down to see that I had a tweet.

“@BrooksBeau @SierraBlake: Don’t cry because it’s over. Smile because it happened.”

I sat smiling to myself before locking my phone to see my background picture of both me and Beau kissing, I should of changed it but I couldn’t I still loved him and now that kiss has just messed everything up.

I don’t know what to do…I think I want him back or do I?