Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Control your thoughts. Control them!
" Fat, ugly. Look at yourself, you're worthless. Slow, Stupid, retarded. Don't even bother trying to get a tutor, nobody can teach such a brainless being. Scarred, unlovable. Why do I have to cut? Look at these scars, nobody can love me as long as they exist."
Stop thinking. Control your brain! Remember your exercises...
" Die. Rid the world of your useless self. Take the pills, drown yourself, use a knife, or hang yourself. Just do it!"
No! No! No! Control! you have control! Fight the thoughts!
" one... two... three.. four... You don't control me anymore. Five... six... seven...eight... Call for help, it's not too late."
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The life of a cazy
RandomSome writings that are kind of personal to me. I will be writing flash fiction pieces, letters, and confessions about some hurtful things I think and feel on a daily basis.
