Lucian ~ Unexpected Love

Chapter 6

LUCY'S POV

Thank god Marlene told me it was okay, and that I could go back filming.

Later that day it was lunchtime and I was having fun with the girls, Ian and Keegan. Ian suddenly asked me if we could talk alone, and I started to freak out. I'm sure it's about what happened yesterday.

"Hey Lucy, what happened yesterday? I'm worried... Was it about the kiss?" Ian said while piercing his  blue eyes straight through my hazel ones.

"No! No please, of course not!" I said and put on a fake smile

"Please tell me Lucy, I know we don't know each other for that long, but you can trust me" he said. He tried really hard to understand, and I really wanted to tell him, but I don't think I can do it and I don't think I'm ready.. I don't want to do this, but the truth is, I have to. I have to tell someone. I want to tell someone about that night. Maybe this is the moment.

"I need to tell you something no one knows, except-" I started, but I got cut off by Marlene.

"Sorry to interrupt you in your conversation guys, but Lucy, I need to give you your lines for the next episode, they're in my office. Can you come with me?" She asked

"Yeah sure, see you later Ian" I said and gave him a quick smile before I walked away. I almost did the right thing, I was almost telling him what happened. I don't know what to do anymore. A part of me wants to tell everything and another part wants me to shut up. I'm keeping the secret for a while now, I'm sure I'm gonna manage to live without telling it. When we got at Marlene's office, she handed me my papers.

"Here you go, I need you to learn page 12. If you know your lines and you're able to shoot the next scene tell me"

"Yeah sure, no problem!" I smiled and walked to my dressing room. I started to read, but after a few minutes I got interrupted by my beeping phone. I saw it was Annie who was calling me

"Hey Annie! How are you?"

"Hey! I'm fine.. A little bit in a hurry, but I'm throwing a party on saturday, do you want to come?"

"Mm, I don't know.. I'll let you know later"

"Okay! I hope you can come. Sorry, I really got to go now, see you later!"

"Bye Annie"

"Bye Luce" She said and then hung up. I put my phone down and then heard Spencer calling me. I put my papers in my bag en walked to set to film a few more scenes. When it was 9PM Marlene told me I could go home. I was lucky, 9PM was really early. I picked up my stuff and walked out of the door, but then I heard Ian calling.

"Lucy! Please wait!" He yelled, out of breath.

"Hey Ian, what's wrong?"

"You wanted to tell me something? But Marlene called you and you kinda left me there with thousends of questions, I'm worried" he said

"Oh.. I'm sorry.. It's just, it's nothing important, I'm sorry. Forget everything I said" I said. I wasn't ready to tell him, or anyone.

"Hey, you know I'm always here for you right? You can come to my house sunday, and we can just talk and hang out?"

"Mm, I'll think about it.. I'm going home now, I'm really tired"

"Oh, okay.. Text me or something?"

"Yeah, yeah of course. Goodnight Ian" I smiled and then turned around and left the building. When I got home I took shower to relax and sat on the couch. I really need to study my lines, so I grabbed the papers Marlene gave me and started to read them.

I can't do this.

My eyes filled with tears now I realized I'm not able to do this. I am not as talented as the rest of the actors. They're all way better. I ran to the bathroom and started to cry. All the memories came home from that night.

I cried myself to sleep in that tiny bathroom .