Moving On

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I've moved on.
It's been a process.
I still hold anger towards him,
That doesn't just go away.
But I'm not so desperate,
To be heard by him.
Who cares?
He's unimportant in my life.
What once was an open wound,
Has healed into a few scars.
He doesn't care,
And I'm pretty sure he never did.
Why should I give him my anger?
My energy?
My voice?
He's no longer around to receive it,
And even if he was,
He doesn't deserve it.
He doesn't deserve me.
I'm not better than him,
I hurt him just as much,
But I have to understand,
That its not all my fault.
HE was the one who cheated.
HE was the one who unexpectedly left.
HE was the one who came running back.
HE was the first to break my heart.
I was out of line,
I know that.
But the anger I held against him,
I held against myself.
Now I'm letting it go.
Letting him go,
And my life is better because of it.

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