Unofficially Yours [On Going]

Part 5 : BOOOOOOM!!!!

Uhm eto napo!! </3 Huhuhuhuhuhuhu hahaha huhu haha! JK! :))))) Eto napo talaga! Sana magustuhan niyo! :)

Ang hirap kasi dagdagan at iedit. :))))) Pesteng nanggaya yan e. Hihi.

Pasensya napo... Naiinis lang po talaga ako! :((((

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……..Then slowly nodded.

“Meron. Classmate ko sa physics. I'm so sorry.” Sabi nya.

Sorry?!?!

Anong sorry?!?!

 Makakain ko ba yang sorry na yan?!?!

Mababalik ba nyan ung dati?!?!

Sagutin moh nga akoh?!?!? Ano?! Langya!

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Bigla bumagsak mundo ko nun. I felt like dying na. I wanted to cry at mag eskandalo dun pero I can’t.

Ginusto ko to eh. Paninindigan koh katangahan ko.

 With my hands trembling, I slowly reached for my purse. Kinuha ko yung gift ko for him. I was so to think and hope na in our 2 years span of relationship, he had already learned to love me more than his’ best friend.

In a blink of an eye, all my hopes are gone. Binigay ko sa kanya yung gift. Ayaw pa nga nya tanggapin nung una eh.

But I insisted. So he gave in and accepted it na rin. It was a bracelet with our names inscribed on it.

At the back it says, “PARE forever!”

I guess …

 “PARE” is all we could ever be to each other.

After that, he tried to lighten up the mood by cracking up some jokes and playing around. Syempre, as my best friend, he knows how to make me laugh. Kahit anong lakas ng tawa ko sa mga jokes at kwento nya, grabe naman ang iyak ng puso ko. Pungal yan! SYEMPRE MASAKIT EH!!! Kulang nalang bumaha ng luha. </////3

 I never thought na I’d be this corny! Pero it’s true.

My heart was aching and crying inside. L I just tried hiding it all from him with a happy guise.

Hinatid nya ko sa bahay. The usual goodbyes. tapos he kissed me on the cheeks. Hindi na lang ako nagreact. Ayoko nang makipagusap pa e, masakit na kasi. Grabe na! L

 When I got out of his car, I told myself na I’m not going to cry. But when I got to my room, tears just started to fall from my eyes. I can’t help it talaga!!! =(((((( Pwede bang i-comfort niyo ko!?

 Lalo akong napaiyak when I saw our picture sa bedside table ko. Tumuloy tuloy na ung flow ng tears.

To take my mind off him, binuksan ko ung t.v. Para malibang kahit paano. Talaga nga naman! Sakto sa MTV ni Mariah Carey na breakdown! Bwisit! Tamang-tama sakin un! As in!

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Well, I guess I’m trying to be

Nonchalant about it.

To prove I’m fine without you.

But in reality

I’m slowly losing my mind.

Underneath the guise of smile

Gradually I’m dying inside.

Friends ask me how I’ve been

And I lie convincingly

I don’t want them to reveal

The fact that I’m suffering

And so I wear my disguise

‘til I go home at night

and then I turn off the lights

and then I breakdown and cry…..

Pungal yan! Sobrang lakas na sampal sa mukha un! Tamang tama sakin! Headshot!!!! Umasa lang ako sa wala! Akala ko eto na un! I cried and cried all night. Naubos na lahat ng tissue sa bahay hindi pa rin ako nauubusan ng luha. I cried myself to sleep still thinking about us.

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