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Part 6 : Urghhhh. -__-

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Eto naaaaaaaaaaaaa. :) Look what happened. :)

                          
Enjoy po! :) Mwamwa, love lots! ♥

                          
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SHOCKSSSSS!!!  May pasok nga pala ngayon! I can’t let him see me like this! 

                          
Hindi ko pwedeng pakita sa kanya na I’m worst without him!! @#$!! 

                          
So, when he picked me up, para ihatid sa school, pinasabi ko na lang sa maid na I’m going to be late for school.

                          
He was insisting na he’ll wait for me daw. Buti na lang makulit din ung maid namin kaya napilitan na siyang iwan ako. 

                          
Right after he left, I waited for a few minutes muna before I went out and made my way to school. 

                          
Ngayon lang ako naging thankful na we study in different school. At least hindi nya ko makikita looking like this diba?!?! Pagdating ko sa school, syempre grabeng interrogation agad ang inabot koh sa mga kaibigan koh.

                          
 “Bakit maga yang mata mo be?! Anong nangyare? L” tanong ni Sheryn habang nagaayos ng buhok nya.

                          
 “umiyak ka no?!” sabat naman ni Crista.

                          
 Sabihin na nating mahal ko silang lahat and they are one of those people na I can’t afford to lose, but in times like this, parang mas gugustuhin ko pa na mag-isa na lang kasi when you have a problem, gusto nila lagi silang involve. I know that they only want to help but sometimes they get too involve na.

                          
 “wala na kami.” Sabi ko, while pretending to read and review our thesis.

                          
 “ano?! Wala na kayo?!”

                          
 “bakit?!”

                          
 “anong dahilan?!”

                          
 sinasabi ko na nga ba eh! Kahit kailan talaga! Grabe sila magreact!

                          
 “wala na kami. Things were just not working out. We’re better off as friends” sabi ko, trying to convince them na I’m okay and it doesn’t matter to me.

                          
 “may other girl no!?” sabi ni Jen.

                          
 Grabe! Lakas talaga ng radar ng mga to kahit kailan! So I just nodded. 

                          
“talaga?!” Sigaw nilang tatlo.

                          
 “that jerk! To think na boto kaming lahat sa kanya.” Sabi ni Crista.

                          
 “gusto moh sugurin natin ung girl?!” Sabi ni Sheryn.

                          
 “halika! Let’s find that jerk! You need to give him a lesson!.” Sabi ni Crista.

                          
 I just sat there and just looked at them. Grabe nakakabingi silang lahat!

                          
 “well, what can I do?! Desisyon na naming dalawa yun and besides, trip lang naman yung “KAMI” remember?! Hindi naman talaga kami seryoso and don’t do anything to the girl. Its not her fault na he fell for her. Maybe things between us were just not meant to be. Things happen for a reason.” Finally!! Nakapagsalita din ako!!! Grabe! I felt good.

                          
 “you sure you’re okay?!” tanong nila.

                          
 HELLO?!?!?! Ako okay?!?!?! ‘Di nyo ba nakikita kung gano ka maga ‘tong eyes ko?!?! And you’re asking me if I’m okay?!?!?! Okay lang kayo?!?! Sang lupalop ba ng galaxy kayo nanggaling?!?!? Kayo kaya makipag break?!?!? Eh di syempre, wala na kong ibang maisasagot kundi…

                          
 “yup. I’m okay. It’s not a big deal. We’re still friends.” Galing magsinungalning!!!! Best actress!!!! SHEEEET! =))))) Huehuehue </3 =((  I was on the verge of tears nung sinabi koh un. Kaplastikan naman kasi eh! Pero I know that I have to show them na I am strong. And that I can move on.

                          
 “can we just please change the topic and start talking about our thesis?” biglang sabat ni Ashley.When I looked at her I said thank you and she just smiled and said,”anytime”. She’s a true friend talaga. Though she’s the KJ in our barkada, in times of need talaga, silent sa pero full support sayo and never leaves your side. After that, hindi na ulit nabanggit yung topic na ‘yon. And they left me alone na.

                          
 I was sitting dun sa secret place ko, all alone, when Ashley came over and just sat beside me without saying a word. She just looked at me with meaningful eyes saying, “cry. It’s okay. Just let it all out. I’m here for you.”

                          
 With that, I started to cry out all my anger and sorrow. Ashley just sat there and comforted me. 

                          
She was the only one na I could show my true state being at that time. Sa kanya ko lang napakita kung gaano ako ka vulnerable and fragile when hurt. 

                          
Sa kanya ko lang nasabi lahat ng true feelings ko, lahat ng mga sama ng loob ko for that F*CKIN’ JERK!!! Ashley was just there, listening and comforting me. It made me feel better.

                          
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Hays, I'm happy for SAM kasi nakahanap siya ng person at time para mailabas ang mga nararamdaman niya. Ako kasi ganyan din, kapag di na kaya hahanap ng kausap at biglang! URGHHHHH! Sabogggggg! -_________-

                          
Sorry po kung medyo lame. :(

                          
Abangan po ang part 7. hihihi <3
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