Nothing but an average morning before school . Breakfast set on the table, my dad off to work before he looses his keys, my neice constantly crying & my homework undone. My name is Mia , im "5'1" , and skinny, a head full of curly hair and an attitude that hopefully will get me somewhere with my life. My mom died when i was 10. Which is why my dad moved us in with his family to Texas. Now im a 16 year old dreamer with a no good boyfriend name Chase, in a living hell highschool as a Junior . I write in my diary everyday it helps me escape from reality. I Have friends im not no loner, but im kind of shy & quiet. And i only trust Amber, which is my bestfriend. She was my bestfriend since before my mom died. Ambers dad & my mom were the best of friends. Ambers life isnt great either. Her dad doesnt trust her , and amber doesnt trust her own GAY dad. Good thing me and amber have every class together . Ray is my boy bestfriend since freshman year , i swear i love him. Not friendzone love either , love as in being in a relationship, too bad he has a crush with Dorothy Anne, the most beautiful girl in school. I swear i hate Texas girls other than Amber. Back to the morning ; My neice China is constantly crying and my sister Diane cant get her to be quiet for shit.
Me; Why is she more fussy than any other morning ?
Diane; I dont know its really annoying.
Me; i agree . Wheres dad ?
Diane; Gone already. You need a ride ?
Me; No me and amber is walking today . She had said she was down the street when i was getting dressed she should be here ____ (GCO).
*DINGG DINGG * , The doorbell rings
You smile at your sister grabbing your purse , kissing China on the forehead.
You Open the door and Ambers on the phone.
Amber; Yeah okay okay okay , bye bye bye dad im at the house now. *Hangs Up*
Me; well then .
Amber; my dad is sooo ugh , such a worry wart.
Me; i just wish mines was more around to care.
Amber looks down at the ground , "Um lets go before were late."
You guys start walking to school. Youre school isnt far at all . Amber usually takes the bus but she wanted to tell me about her relationship problems with Prod. I Dont understand how she could have "Relationship Problems" . She's skinny, with perfect straight hair, smooth face , very outgoing , kind, ambitious , funny & Smart. Sometimes i swear she's more perfect than Dorothy , but Ray, Prince , & Roc always says she's not the right kind of perfect. I totally disagree but there all players and dogs so i understand why they would say that.
Amber; Mia , mia , hello
Me; Oh um yeah sorry, what did you say?
Amber; i said i dont know why prod just wont say he loves me. I Should be treated better than that. we've been going out for 3 months now , we've known eachother since 7th grade thats not enough ?
Me; well if you ask me .
Amber; bitch it was a rehtorical question, meaning dont answer.
Amber can be VERY rude when she's rambling on so when she says things like that i just overlook it.
Amber; SO yeah why dont he love me ? Well he said it once , but i say it on a regular basis. It seems like i put more into the relationship than he does. I read on Bops magazine a teen relationship should deffinately a 50/50 thing. Not just a teen any relationship, Not only the i love you thing but notice how he didnt sit with us in lunch yesterday. The guys sat somewhere else and he sat with them for a change, he always sits with us! Mabye is it because im too clingy?
Me; I think your clingy but the good clingy, too make sure he's okay and not a cheater. & with the i love you thing its only a 3 month relationship. Prod probably doesnt want to get hurt or tied down. I mean it is junior year next year we all will be graduating doing better things. And stop reading those damn magazines there all based off other peoples opionions .
Amber; For someone who complains about there relation ship awfully knows alot.
Me; Yeah i know right. Did you do the math home?
Amber grows silent texting in her phone
You guys wait to cross the street.
Amber; Oh yeah it was easy. You ?
Me; no thats why i asked you , can i copy at lunch
Amber; yeah girl , oh the lights red lets cross .
You guys cross and your school is right passed Ray's house. His house is right next to the school obviously. You look up at his house before passing it thinking of memory lane. It seems like a hologram appears of You , Ray , Chase , Prod , Dorothy , And amber freshman year with a bondfire in the front. You look back down walking as the hologram dissapears. Yes you read that right , you and dorothy was once friends, until last year she turned on you for the popular life. You , Amber, Dorothy were invisible nerds 9th grade year. Until she won a 1000 makeover, with that makeover she turned into a legit Bitch. Everybody suddenly wanted her, some girls even went gay for her. She turned everybody down except ray , which was Wierd because she knew i liked him since forever. Just because me and Amber stop being her friends she found some new ones & came after us. Ever since that day in 9th grade you , dorothy & amber havent been the same.
You guys walk into the double doors of school .
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