*ROC POV*
I walked in that shit like i owned the place. i was clean , all white. My boys was clean too ,you know how we do. i wasnt worried about this party i was ready since christmas is comming. me and amber gone be on parent duty. Yeah were getting our princess Leona back! im so excited , i just need to be a little bit more stable to get FULL custody . anyway back to the party. Me and Myles was walking around as prince , ray and prod went elsewhere. Dorothy , marc, and my sidelines had said they finna be here. im staight just wondered if Am .... ber got ... just when i was thinking bout her i saw her gobbling drinks in the kitchen by a bar. i dont want to see her like this, everyone is.here, this is dangerous. i gotta stop her. i tapped myles pointing to her as i walked over to her.
Roc: give me this what're you doin?
Amber: having fun . give me my damn bottle back !
Roc: no you had enough .
Amber: i still remeber your face apparently i havent had enough .
Roc; WHAT ARE YOU TRYING to doo?
Amber: obviously have fuu __n . But Your fuck- ing , uu-p .
Roc: i dont like seeing you like this. ..
Amber: dont look at me . Bartender , yeah a-yee -ayee , get me a shot of tequilla with something STRR-ONGG !
Roc: no no , hold that drank !
Amber: WTF ! roc get the fuck out here, stop controlling me !
Roc: THINK STRAIGHTAMBER FOR ONCE .
AMBER: ROC... I FUCKIN-GG HATE YOU .
ROC: you dont mean that.
i know she really does mean that cause she only tells the truth when shes mad or drunk .
Amber: yea-h yeah , i do . h a t e ! i regret everything i ever did with you , include having leona .
She took a sip of the nearest bottle near her. i was astonished, mad mostly. i wanted to kill her, my heart was aching. And i KNEW she didnt mean it. i mean shes drunk, but it really hurts. i just eyeballed her as she kept drinking her sadness away . she slurred speaking to me once again !
Amber: Hm? Your still here ? ( giiggles) Go! Leave! Adios , Chaio. what other language do i need to say BYE in . Hasta Luego muthaafucka.
Im about to walk away from her before i kill her.
Roc: ya know Amber ? we've been going through some fucked up shit lately but for you to really say this shit. i feel like shit on a ground. ive NEVER made you feel like that. even with your fucked up decision with Leona. and thats low shit, just remeber who should really hate who here.
i walked away angry but proudly as i heard heer slure "OH YEAH B I G SHOT ? FUCKYOUUU!".
i leaned against the wall pushing past Mia ! AS dorothy approached me i leaned against the wall. Great moreee draaammaa !
Dorothy; whats wrong ?
Roc: uuhh ion wanna talk about it.
Dorothy; streSS?
Roc: basically.
Dorothy : want a blowjob ?
A smile crept across my face as i reassured her a yes. she grabbed my hand taking me to the dessertd side of the house. . . finna have a goood time oh BOY !!!
Ambers POV
Roc has alot of nerve telling me what to do . i dont control his hoes, telling him who to and who not to fuck . -Sips drink- Yeah i may be drunk but i have sober thoughts. saying HATE to roc was probably the dummest thing i said in life. i know he wont forgive me , i guess ill just have to fallback . i started walking around looking for Mia soo i could go in the car and sleep. On the corner i saw dorothy talking in rocs ear. i laughed with my cup continuing my search . i cant wait to get leona back PERMANENTLY! i hope she remebers me. well im sure she wont but i miss her so much . i think shes 3 turning 2 now. MsCrippen sent pictures 24/7 especially holidays. i only gave her up for two years and the time is up my b-b uhhh ~throws up ~.
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