Adana:Things Have To Change

Thats Just How He Is

Adana...
I flopped down on my bed face down and blew out a breath of exhaustion, Im just getting home from a 12 hour shift at the hospital. I was in my first year of medical school and it was kicking my ass! I'm doing my residency to become an OB/GYN, I love the miracle of childbirth and how the baby grows and develops in a woman. I live in Atlanta , born and raised. I went To Spelman college before entering medical school. I had both of my parents in my life, but my father died when I was two years from a drunk driver.

So it's just been me and mom for as long as I can remember. My mom and I didn't live a lavish lifestyle but we've been always been comfortable. My mom was a nurse, I've always seen her  work hard no matter what and that's why I have such a strong work ethic.

I love my mom and always will because she instilled such good qualities into me and have always reminded that with God everything and anything is possible and always keep him first in everything that you do.

I stepped into the shower and let the hot water sooth my aching muscles . I washed my body and grabbed a towel of the rack and wrapped it around my body. I reached in my drawer and grabbed a pair of panties and grabbed my Love Spell  lotion from Victoria Secrets. It smelled so good , and it was on sale , I live for a good bargain! I moisturized my body  and put on my panties and a pair of shorts and a over sized T shirt . I looked at the clock on my phone and it was 9:30, I still had homework to do . I grabbed my laptop and started my homework.

It was now 1:30 in the morning and I heard heavy footsteps coming up the stairs and I knew it was Montrel , my fiancé, sometimes it doesn't feel that way though.

He walked in the room and threw his keys on the dresser. He walked past me and the only thing he said was "  what the fuck you still doing up?"
"I- he walked in the bathroom and shut the door , I heard the shower running so I assumed he was taking a shower. I shut down my lap top and sat it on the dresser and got under the covers. Sometimes he's nice, sweet, caring , and loving and sometimes he's a liar and can be so mean and sinister.
Every time he has a bad day he thinks that gives him the right to treat me like I ain't shit and truthfully I'm getting sick of it. I slowly drifted off to sleep.
That's just how he is... That's  Montrel Lamar Martinez.

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