Love Me Like You - Pesy

Chapter 1

I ran. I ran for my life. The words. The words hurt. I couldn't cope, I wanted to scream. I wanted to cry. I was stuck here. Stuck in this mind set. Why wouldn't they leave me alone. I needed a break.

I stopped and leant against a tree. I looked around me. I was in the forest behind the studio we were currently recording in. I brushed my blonde hair back from my sticky forehead and wiped my eyes. I tried desperately to get my breath back when I heard someone.

"Perrie?! Perrie, love, where are you?!"

I welled up as I heard Jesys voice. I loved her so much. More than I should, more than I should for someone who is engaged. I wanted to run into her arms and let her hold me and tell me it was all going to be okay. But I couldn't move. My legs were stuck in this position. I wiped a tear that fell, "Jes-Jesy!"

"Perrie?"

"Jesy. Please."

I watched for her and soon her figure came into show. She looked worried. She came over and stroked my cheek gently, "I was worried about you Pez."

"I'm-I'm sorry."

"What you sorry for?"

"I'm sorry for worrying you. And I'm sorry I'm so pathetic. And I'm sorry I can't control my self. And-" I broke down and started hysterically crying. I sunk down the tree, Jesy following me. She pulled me close and rocked me back and forth until my sobs became whimpers and my whimpers became shakey breaths and my eyes became heavy and then I was dreaming.

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I woke up inside, tucked up on a sofa. It took me a moment to realise where I was. I looked around and recognised Jesys flat. I heard Jesy singing one of our new songs and was about to join in when I heard a deeper, masculine voice join in. I sighed realising Jake was here too. Jakes a nice enough bloke but I got so jealous when I saw him with Jesy. He made Jesy happy in ways I never could. I welled up but buried my face back in the duvet when I heard the couple coming into the living room.

"Perrie? You awake?" I heard Jesy, "Bless her, she's still asleep." I felt the sofa dip as Jesy sat next to me and gently rubbed my back, "Perrie, sweetheart, time to wake up."

I groaned a bit trying to pretend I had just woken up and sat up and stretched. I looked at Jesy who had her hand on my thigh and was holding a cup of something. I smiled at her as she handed me the cup, "what is it?"

"Some soup, you were really cold when I took you here."

I smiled as I took a sip and then looked at Jake who was fiddling on his phone. I spun my body so I was sitting properly on the sofa and Jesy pulled me into her side. I felt myself blushing as I put my head on her shoulder. "So how come I'm here?"

"You fell asleep with me in the forest and I didn't want to wake you. I considered taking you home but I decided that I didn't want you to wake up alone since Zayns not there so I took you back here. You're welcome to stay the night. Jakes even offered to give up his side of the bed so you can sleep with me tonight? Unless you wane the bed to yourself? I can easily sleep on the sofa."

I felt myself blushing again, "I would love to share a bed with you tonight!" I grinned up at her making her and Jake both laugh.

"You're not trying to steal my fiancé are you, Pez?" Jake laughed and I blushed harder and shook my head.

"No-no. I-i was just thinking I wouldn't want to put both-both of you out," I stammered, making Jesy laugh again.

"We know Perrie, don't worry. I'll go get something you can change into." She got up and I watched her walk into the bedroom.

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A couple of hours later I was in bed. With Jesy. She was holding my close, stroking my hair. I felt myself slowly falling asleep.  This had never been more perfect.

AN - so it's been a while since I wrote something properly so here's a Pesy. Let me know what you think x