How To Save A Life- Larry Stylinson

3.The Attempt Part 2

LOUIS POV

I felt.. terrible, broken, horrid. How could I do that to Harry. Making fun of him for his sexuality.. When I'm exactly the same?! I got home, threw my beanie across the room and flopped down on my bed. Thinking through what I could do to possibly make this better.

Since I couldn't fall asleep I decided to scroll through facebook even though all it really was a whole bunch of teenage girls posting pictures and statuses about how they hated being single. After scrolling through a couple of pictures I saw a video. By Harry. I clicked on it and i heard Iris by Goo Goo Dolls in the background. His eyes were red and puffy. He started to speak; "Some of you don't know me but I'm Harry Styles. I've been keeping somethings inside me for a while now. I'm gay. I like guys. I have for a while now. Some of you way already know from Louis Tomlinson. My bully. 

I don't know why he bullies me though...

He doesn't know my story. 

He doesn't know what my mum died from cancer when I was 4. He doesn't know that my dads in prison for murder. You don't know anything. 

Everyday he bullies me. Physically and verbally. But why? 

Why me?

I’ve always wanted to be one of those people who didn’t really care much about what people thought about them…..but I don’t think I am.

He tells my that I shouldn't be alive. And you know what.. He's right. 

I have no family left. I have no friends. I have nobody. 

I really don't see the point in trying anymore.

Or for talking, 

For breathing.

I'm just done.

This is goodbye. 

Louis Tomlinson you got your wish. 

This is the last time you'll see me.. Goodbye world" He finishes,i look at the screen shocked. He sat there crying. He's going to kill himself because of me? This is all my fault. WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I DONE?! 

I shot up off my bed and rushed out of my front door running to Harry's house,he lived around the corner from me. I ran as fast as i could not caring if I looked like an idiot. I knocked on the door several times. No answer. I jumped over the back gate going to the back door. I knocked on the back door again no answer. 

I jumped back over the gate and ran down the street looking everywhere for him. THE BRIDGE. Harry used to go there by himself to study or something. We used to follow him and throw his books in the water. I know,i regret everything.

I ran to the bridge as fast as i could. I saw Harry there,"See you soon mum!" He screamed on the top of his lungs,he was ready to leap of the side,i quickly rushed to him pulling him back. He was a lot taller than me so it was pretty hard. "WHAT ARE YOU DOING! LET ME GO! I WANT TO DIE! LET ME DIE! I NEED TO DIE!" He screamed as tears streamed down his face. Tears escaped from my eyes. He struggled to get out of my grip but managed it. 

"Harry,please don't!" I choke on my sobs. 

"You made me do this...This is you and your stupid gangs fault" He said pointing his finger at me. 

"I-I didn't mean it" I manage to get out. 

"You've been saying it for 3 fucking years how could you say 'I didn't mean it'?" He screamed. He move closer to the edge again. I looked down ashamed. He fell on his knees crying. 

"Why bully me? What have I done so bad that you lead me to kill myself?" He whispers.

I stepped forward wrapping my arms around his torso placing him on my lap. He wrapped his arms around my neck crying heart out. I felt so guilty. 

"I'm so sorry Harry. I know you won't forgive me for everything I did to you. I was so stupid. I just thought I could hide my sexuality by bullying someone... I just- I just don't know why I bullied you. It was wrong and I'm never going to forgive myself,and if you did kill yourself I wouldn't know what to do,I couldn't live with the guilt. I'm really sorry Harry" I cried,sobbing every 10 seconds.

He looked up in my eyes. I looked back into his. I started leaning in. He did the same. Before I knew it our lips connected,it was...PERFECT!

He pull away scanning my eyes for an answer,

"That was...nice" I say smiling. 

"I don't get it... One minute you're bulling me then the next you're kissing me.. W-why?" He says confused.

"Because I'm in love with you" 

DID I JUST SAY THAT?! Well...fuck.