4. Well Not Really.

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This chapters really long because i haven't uploaded in like forever.. :D 

Smut in this.. so 13+ i guess? 

-Megan 

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Harry's P.O.V

It's been two weeks since i tried to end my life. 

Two weeks since Louis has spoke to me. The bulling has stopped,i get a few comments like 'Syco' 'Mad' 'Idiot'. It does bother me but i just block it out. I've discovered that i've got feels for Louis.

After the kiss i can't stop thinking about it. It sucks when you like someone but they don't like you back. Like Louis would fall for someone like me... Ugly,worthless,nerd ect..  But I just have to forget about it i guess.

I'm lying on my bed, scrolling through twitter on my phone. Of course there is nothing interesting, seeing as I don't have any friends, but it takes my mind of the Louis incident, I guess.

I got out of my bed considering i have school in an hour. I sigh and made my way towards the bathroom. I stared at my reflection in the mirror,

I thought to myself 'from now on i'm not going to care what people think about me,just move on,ignore Louis and the pricks.'

I washed my face and brushed my teeth and went back to my room. I opened my closet door and looked for something to wear. I chose out a red plaid shirt,black jeans and short white converse. I dressed myself and grabbed my phone putting it in my back pocket and went downstairs. I looked at the clock in the living room it read 7:58. I put my bag over my shoulder and grabbed my keys off the side. I quickly brushed my hair shoving it to one side. I can't be bothered gelling it so i decided to leave it curly. 

I threw the brush on the couch and walked out of my house. I closed the door and ran to the bus stop. 

A few minutes later the bus came. I stepped on and payed for my way there. All eyes where on me. It's the first time i've had my hair curly for school. I sat down in a spare seat and plugged my earphones into my phone and put them in playing 'Who's Laughing Now' By Jessie J. I looked out of the window and started humming the song. The bus stopped and somebody sat next to me. I looked over who it was and it was Louis. He looked back and smiled. I ignored him and looked out of the window again. 

He took out my earphone and began to speak 

"You can't ignore me forever Harry" I look at him shocked,

 "Me ignore you? Are you being fucking serious?" I got up and stood at the front of the bus. I looked at the bus driver, 

"Can i get off here please?" He nodded in response and stopped opening the door, 

"Thanks" i got off and started to walk. The bus doors closed and opened again. Louis walked off. I ignored him and walked down an ally way. I heard footsteps behind me. Obviously Louis. 

"Please just listen to me Harry" He said, 

"No,i don't want to listen to your excuses Louis" I say walking faster. I felt him spin me around to face him. I looked into his eyes, 

"What?" i say, I felt his lips on mine, I was shocked but kissed back. After a few seconds i pulled back and smiled and just looked into his eyes. 

"Why didn't you do that sooner?" I asked.

"Well, you were avoiding me, so I couldn't exactly do anything" he answered.

"Me avoiding you? More like you avoiding me!" I almost yelled.

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