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these are some songs that scream a

now here are songs that are memories

Immortals- Fall Out Boy I always used to worry because not that many songs reminded me of you when we first started liking each other, and I thought that mean't that I didn't really love you or something crazy, I was just paranoid because with Jeremiah I thought I liked him but I didn't and as horrible as that was to him, I couldn't stand doing anything like that to you. But I never listened to this song really until you were over and Big Hero 6 was on in the background. I didn't really like the song so much, I don't know, I thought I was supposed to like old fall out boy best or something silly like that. But after that day, I just started listening to it all the time, and right after you left that day, I fell asleep on the couch watching the movie and listening to it, and it just felt right, and I was just happy because you were such a lovely person and it was nice having a best friend, you know? But the lyrics became pretty relevant, like "I try to picture me without you, but I can't." So I suppose those were the first lyrics that reminded me of you.

Always- Panic

This one's just simple. I really started listening to Vices and Virtues Panic over the summer and when we were close friends and then we sort of happened, and I remember listening to this before you came over after we came back in July. Actually, lol, but okay so I was gonna like be listening to panic or my chem or something when you arrived so I looked you know like everyone's favorite " I only listen to pop punk wtf" kid. But then you were late, so I started listening to like broadway and screaming the lyrics around my room by the time you got there, and ruined my emo aesthetic. Nice. I'm so cool . But the song did remind me of you aha.

Mr. Brightside -

 eh well ok you told me to listen to this and i was like ok and i did and i was like ok that was nice i dont think ill listen to it again tho. okay but then we broke up; and so I was the sad emo and listened to a lot of my chem all of a sudden like way more than usual because you know how you can listen to a song so many times until it like doesn't have the same feeling? like i love love love my chem, but some songs ive been listening to for like two years now nonstop and they just don't have as much feeling to them, but those ones are mainly like the parade album because that's all poor small 8th grade me used to listen to. anyway back to this story tho

so yeah i WAS In yearbook listening to Caid rant about Tyler Oakley and trying to restrain people from literally fighting each other and I was listening to music and youtube was like hey listen to this! so i did and then i honest to god listened to it on repeat like 4923843928293323820839283029302839303809238029398092832098390 times for like 2 weeks because it reminded me of you. and yea like if i listened to it rn i would like lay on the ground and channel me from november and cry!

anyway, that's not supposed to be so sad, but like moral of the story, listen to a song twice because you might actually become obsessed with it!

Dearly Departed- Marianas trench

i STARTED listening to marianas trench like January 14th idk it was the day david bowie died and the night stuff happened and i was like good morning i want to die! and my dad was like david bowie just died and i was like good morning i really want to die a lot!! but i started listening to them and they were sosososo good im dead inside and yea but i was listening to this and i was like ahahhaha well this makes me think of a person haha im crying:))))))and my sister was like pls restrain yourself. 

Ever After- Marianas Trench - relatable content this song is relatable some lyrics @ you, jesu s listen to the song yourself 

Haven't Had Enough- Marianas Trench -  first lyrics of song and last lyrics @you. 

One Love- Marianas Trench- this song pissed me off wheneve r it came on because it reminded me of you and i didnt want it to great

Friend, Please- Twenty One Pilots - i actually only came across this one a couple of days ago. but i love you.

Lovely- Twenty One Pilots - this song explains itself

A Match into Water- Pierce the Veil - so many lyrics indirec t to you

If I'm James Dean, you're Audrey hepburn - sws - yeah 

she loves you- the beatles  - ok im getting bad at these

i saw her standing there- also beatles

when the day met the night- panic - i was so pretty odd af in like august and september and end of july so you can see why these would remind me of you eh

she had the world- panic - ^

memories - panic

for him - troye sivan

alone together

jet pack blues

the only hope for me is you-mcr

demolition lovers

wild 

fools- troye yea 

stay mayday parade

jersey- mayday parade