Do you ever have that feeling, where you might think everything is a joke or a lie. Do you ever have that feeling where you know in your gut that all of this happened because of you. If you didn't ask her out this would have never happened. What was I thinking you can't just ask out your best friend. She is my best friend and she will always be my best friend. No matter what, no matter what happens. I will still remember all the fun times, all the sad times. I wish I could wake up with Amnesia and forget about what happened between us. I wish can change what happened on December 21, 2015, that night, the night that we were happy. Now a month later we both aren't happy. It is real funny how people change. Just remember how i blew it, I should have been nicer. All that shut happened on that day when I yelled at you and you yelled back and then you left crying, then this whole god damn retarted Ashley bitch. Idek what happened. I just want to forget everything. I just want to wake up with amnesia and to forget about all these stupid little things. It's Over........
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