High school

chapter 1

Lucas p.o.v

" how long are we avoid this?" Farkle said kick feet up on my coffee table, Farkle and Zay I sat living room." I'm not avoid nothing it just life

move on from thing that happen on new year." I told him as I kick feet off, the table. " was you rise in barn? " I joke and he rolled his eye. " okay Cowboys " Farkle joke and I sigh " why did she lie to me, why would she hurt me like that?" I said frustrated with Riley because kept lying to me. " oh so you meant that have strong feeling for Riley?" Zay asked and I sigh know that I had feel her . " have you met Riley it hard not to fall in love with her, she perfect. I mean Maya beautiful but she no Riley. " I said as I ran my hand through my hair and they both just smile at me. " what sound like to me, you are whip" Zay joke, making whip cracking sound as both laugh and I rolled my eye. " okay very funny guys, I just don't understand her. She push me away every turn." I sigh as they both pat me on shoulder
Riley p.o.v
" Riley we need to about this, it not going away. " Maya said to me, I don't look up from computer, as I continue write my speech for graduation. " Maya there nothing to talk about, me and Lucas done if you want to be with than go headed and date him. " I said as I sigh I know that I didn't mean it but word coming out of my mouth, and she she close my laptop. " so not going to about fact you still like Lucas but your in love with him." She said to me and I push hand through my hair not ready for conversation. " look Farkle doesn't know what he talk about. He though love him but he wrong " I said as I get from my desk trying to not look at Maya. " Riley, can we just be honest with each other for moment! Riley, we never lie to each other, it like you're another other person that don't trust with your secret but now I'm feel lost at lost with you!" Maya said as I start cry break down with lie. " It was fair that you step back for me, so decide to put feeling on back burner. don't you understand I step back for our friendship!" I told her as she grab my arm. " Riley, you deserve to feel whatever you feeling how I can I take from you! Plus I don't know what I feel for Lucas he cute yeah but he head over for you. " Maya said to me and I turn around slow to her. " why would he want when he can have you you gorgeous and cool I'm just weird klutz that you guy take pity on." I said and Maya look at me with tear in her eyes. " Riley where this come from!" Maya said as she come closer " Maya you know it true Lucas say so himself your blond beauty and your pretty brunette!" I said as I clinched fist up and took deep breaths. " so took self out of race, and put in place where I couldn't lose him because I whether him as brother not have him at all!" I close my eye afraid to look her, I felt arm wrap around me. " Riley look at me!" Maya said as she made look her, " your perfect, i can't you see that Riley! " she said ,to me as she look into my teary brown eye, I'm heart to beat fast her for second. " but what if I'm not perfect what if I'm not that girl I use to be!" I asked her as I pull myself out her grip, and going to sitting by bay window put distance us. Maya stare at me. " Then I need to get know the new you, look Riley your most beautiful person I know inside and out but I understand that thing are change and the world is not just us anymore." Maya told me as walk over to me and sitting next to me, wiping away my tear as before kiss my forehead. " Truth I'm confusion about feeling for him but your so sure that was the reason I made funny of him but I don't think that reason at all." she took deep breaths before said anything else " when we on subway that day, I didn't know at time I though I teach you how to confident but when I saw that look in your eyes like you met your soul mate in his green eye that scare me." I watch Maya as the tear fall from blue as if this story was took the life out her to tell me. " why was you are scare Maya."I asked her as I grabbed my hand and she smile at me. " I knew that if he stick around long enough he know what I knew that you was perfect and he was going to take you away from me so I start to make funny of him because I felt like that was my way coping because you can talk to him about everything, even thing you can't talk to me about and that drove me crazy. I didn't know that I was slow start to care about until arts class was about get canceled and he start get fired up about me and him call the blonde beauty I seen what you saw him for first time, I catch feeling for him and I'm sorry I'm so so sorry because I love you I never want to hurt you!" she full blow tear as I pull her into hug. " promise me something peaches " I told her as I lay head on shoulder." We are going to be whole another world and we need to honest with each other because I need you in my world because my heartbeat." I told her as I kiss her forehead before she nod head. " I promise pumpkin cause see world without you. " Maya said as she wipe away her tear.