At school he acts like him dont know me. He probably thinks of me an embarresment. But i get it i am a embarresment to everybody, even my family. But look at me i'm ugly and have scars. Thats probably why he dont talk to me at school. But that is all behind me. Today i accindentally got pushed into him. I was really nervous to say sorry but i got over it really quick and said sorry. i was so nervous i almost puked. I thought to myself he is so cute and i just want to talk to him, but i couldn't, i was to scared to even say Hey Whats up? But i think i'll get over it soon. Well i sure hope i do. But anyways i was in 2nd hour and he emailed me and said " Hey cutie " i got butterflys in my stumick....... Then i replied and said " Hey what's up ". But then the bell rang and we had to go to are next class....... Now i am in 3rd hour and i am just waiting for an email from him.. I am also waiting for tonight he said he might be able to hang out..... YAY but this is the end of the chapter
