Abused: He killed my innocence

Abused [2]

Warning: The following chapter has another *ahem* scene which is NC16. I've warned you!

Jaslyn's POV

Why.... Why did I think that mum marrying him was a good idea? He practically...... raped me in my house! Not exactly mine but still! I.... I feel so disgusting and dirty and nasty! I feel like I will never be able to clean myself! Why?!

I walked out of the shower and was brushing my hair at the sink when I saw a razor blade. This is it. This is my escape.

I took the blade and placed it on my wrist. i slowly cut a long but not deep slit across and watched the blood flow slowly. I felt surprising happy. I didnt feel pain. Cutting took my pain away. I never thought that cutting would be a relieve or a "escape" from reality. I cut about 3 more slits before cleaning the blade and washing the blood off my wrist. Water that were translucent turned dark red in a matter of seconds. It hurt a little when washing but I didn't care. Dying is all I'm thinking now.

I found a bandage in the cupboard of my room and wrapped my wrist to prevent people from school and my family from seeing the cuts. I looked at the clock. I better go sleep. School awaits.

8am

I woke to the sun shining into my room through the window that I fortunately have. I took a quick shower and wore a hoodie with high-waist denim shorts. I went to my mirror and realised the scars. I immediately took off my pants and changed to jeans. I was just gonna cover up myself, be transparent like how I always am in class.

I walked downstairs to see my mum and him on the counter kissing. Upon seeing me, my mum stopped.

"Where are you going you whore?" shouted mum.

"School... I have a test today so I have to be there..."

"Fine then. Be home by 5pm and make dinner for 6. We have friends over. Don't forget to clean up every bit of the house!"

"Yes mum... I'll be on my way now" I said while grabbing a bottle of water, my bag and a biscuit.

"I'll send her honey." He offered.

I was hoping for my mum to say no. Then again, she always like to save her time and wish for other people to do things for her like sending me to school. I stay far so I have to walk for 30 mins.

"Fine then dear. Be home quick."

Damn it! Whatever. I went to his car and immediately, he puts his hand on my thigh.

"How was last night? I bet you enjoyed it didn't you you little slut. Since you pleasured me so good, you shall do it again."

He drove immediately and instead of driving me to my school, he drove to a motel and was on his phone calling someone I think called Dave.

"You go in now and change. I have a friend coming. Here. Wear this!"

He tossed me a box from the back of his car. I reckon it was a lingerie dress or something for this sick fuck. 

I went in one of the room or the only room that I was able to open from his keys. Upon entering the room, I can hear people doing things already. Oh god....

10 mins later, i was changed and in bed with a blanket over me and watching TV. I was bored and feel asleep. Who knew that it was a bad decision.

I woke up to pain and rubbed my eyes to see what was going on. I see a guy doing me while he sits in a chair touching himself. I started screaming and crying again from the pain and the nasty disgusting dirty feeing that was overwhelming me. He heard my cries and came to my side and slap me on my face while he puts himself in my mouth. I was choking and crying. I hate my life. Why do I have to go through this? I was screaming at the top of my lungs when suddenly, 2 person who I assume were officers burst in the room and shouted," POLICE! RAISE UP YOUR HANDS!" 

I covered myself with blanket and ran to one of the officers who was a female fortunately and hid behind her and cried. She asked me what happened while comforting me while her collegue were cuffing Dave and him. I slowly explained to her while sniffing that he raped me once and he told his friend to come and rape me again today. She hugged me and told me that things were ok. She passed me my clothes and covered me up while I changed. When I was done, she then turned to me and said to them. 

"The two of you are under arrest for raping and having sex with a minor. Now go back to the station with us. We have to take down your statements!" 

The female officer named Jean, I saw the badge, held my hand while bring me to the ambulance that was there somehow. She told me I would be send to a foster center or I could choose to stay with my mum. i chose the first. I thought for once, I was free.

~End~

<A/N>

Yo! Sorry for the M18/NC16 stuff in this chapter. I tried to type it out without getting goosebumps. I tried kay. If you are weirdly turned on by this story, plase go see a doctor. Anyways, Chapter 2 is out finally~ Next chappie onwards is fastforward to Jaslyn aged 20. So i hope you guys like this! Bye for now!

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