How I lost my Virginity

My first time

Eventually i met someone and we past my sixth month relationship record. So already i knew he was special. He was not the guy i ever saw my self with but he was the one i had fallen inlove with. I didnt even like him at first,then we just got close then he kissed me 🙈..
That kiss still has me. I was going home so hugged him and was about to walk away when he grabbed my hands pulled me back to him and kissed me deep then stopped kissed me on my cheak and told me good bye.
It wasnt a smooth road but after passing six months i was determined to atleast make it to a year. I cant say he never askes me for sex but he said he was willing to wait until i was ready.
Our one year anniversary though i almost did it except for the part that we were on the beach with other people. We kissed on made out i got fingered for the first time in my life and it felt awesome🐳. He took off my top leaving me in my bra alone he game me hickeys on them. I was so horny ,so wet i took off his shirt kissed his chest pulled his pants. He through me on the sand unbuttoned my pant and braced his penis on to me. But he told me he was not aboit to have sex with me on the beach as stiff as he was and as wet as i was. He said it needed to be perfect. I could have cried i really wanted him.
Anyway a few months later i went bye his house. I think loosing my virginity was funny. Anyway we were watching television in his sofa we started kissing and the next thing i know he was kissing my thighs and i was in his room only in my panty. He started taking them off and as he did i covered my eyes.. not from second thought cause i had been thinking about this moment for a long time its the fact that it was really happening i was in dismay. 🙈🙈
He slowly slipped into me and my lips parted as he slowly filled me causing me to gap.I can't quite describe the feeling because it was like no other.It was out of this world, a mixture of both pleasure and pain. He pulled out, kissed me deeply and asked me if I was okay. I smiled bit my lips then kissed him back.
Before I knew it he was back inside of me, this time a little deeper and I couldn't help but moan and a whole new level of pleasure began to over take me.He began to slowly thrust his dick inside of me and I couldn't help but scream a little because it was not small. Soon though the pain subsided and his thrust became faster and harder and I arched my back in response. I began sweating and so did he as we caught each other's rhythm  and steered into each other's eye. Between my legs where soaked not from sweat but pleasure , my enjoyment was obvious. After about 15 minutes he took out his very erected Dick  to give me a short break .As he looked at my very wet vagina he smirked and kissed me from my lips down to my torso.As he approached my he put my legs on his shoulder and kissed my clit. I fringed , both because I was shocked and I was not sure I wanted that.  I've heard some of my friends say having their pussy eaten was the best feeling in the world but he and I had never discussed this and what if  he wanted a head in return at that time I would have never done that.  Maybe he saw the shocked look in my face or perhaps he read my mind but he didn't go any further with that . Instead without a breath to spear he pushed one then two fingers inside of me .Then he used a third figure to rub my clit I went pretty close to cloud 9 I fact I may have squirted now that I think about it. I curled my toes and grabbed the bed and I began breathing so heavily.I reached a point of exhaustion and my legs fell of his shoulder and I fell flat on my back. He climbed on top of me wiped the sweat from my face kissed my forehead and then whispered into as he licked  his fingers "this is my pussy." Just his words caused me to gasp but before I could close my mouth he stuck he tongue in and we started making out.
We attempted another round in his favorite position "back shot ". It was good while it lasted but it was not very long as I was sore. We made out once more then cuddled.
After a while we went to take a bath because we were both sweating from the heat of our love. He soaped me up which was prob not a good idea because that only turned us both on . He put me to sit on the side of the bath and began sucking my nipples which had on soap, kissed my navel and while soaping up my body slipped his figures into me. We turned on the shower and began making out under it. I never thought that would happen in real life it felt like a movie. I embarrassed him and his very stiff penis became tempting. I dragged him toward me as I walked back to the bath side to sit and pushed his dick inside of me. His face went into complete shock and then melted into pleasure he grabbed me up and placed me against the wall and filled me.
We eventually showered and got dressed then went back to watching tv and ate some food.  To be honest I heard and saw vey little on that the tv my mind was playing all that had happened in the last few hours and how much this guy would now mean to me  I had given him my virginity he had seen me completely naked I was now emotionally vulnerable to him. This started to phase me and I began to wonder if I had made a mistake. There was so much emotions I wasn't sure if I wanted to cry scream or be happy. 
But he put me at ease he held my hands, kissed me and told me thank you for trusting him . He promised never to hurt me and said it was an honor and privilege to have gained my trust to this extent. I smiled , because I was pretty sure he could read my mind because he had done and said all the right things ,then he said the words I love you.