The white Endergirl (Herobrine x reader)

Little Note =3=

Haha haya peops!
How are ya? Good? Good.

So I've gotten several comments about 'how' can (lols could) Y/N see the colours of Herobrine's shirt.

The thing is, I don't know anymore. I am honestly confused about what I, myself have written. I wrote she's blind, but I honestly don't know what kind of blind.

She could be legally blind, but then she wouldn't actually be blind, which is kind of what I've done in this story. But I think I wrote it bc I once heard someone say that being blind is like looking though a plastic bag.
So I tried it, and everything became more or less like a single blur so I thought that was how every blind person visioned the world.

Of course, then we've got total blindness and partly blind. Sight is a strange but beautiful thing, though my eye doctor once said my right eye is weaker then my left which is kind of weird haha.
When I look through the left eye though everything is clear but it's actually more blurry if I look through my right lols.
So after a few years I literally wanted my be half blind so I tried staring at the sun but it didn't work. Ugh whatever I was stupid. Anyways. Off topic much?

Ok so, I haven't been able to write a shit lately. Homework, school and dance practice has been blocking my mind lately and I believe it will stay like that for quite a while since we just started with a new kind of Norwegian at school (eventually. So unnecessary) called 'Nynorsk'. It sucks big time and it's like starting learning Norwegian all over again ugh.

It's literally translated to 'Newnorwegian' even tho it's actually the old way of talking Norwegian. So it's actually a more 'Norwegian' way of talking 'Danish'...or was it Swedish....nope. It was Danish.
A.NY.WAYS.

I'm trying my best to write stories, but lately my bind has been blocked and I've been in underneath the same dark shadow for several months now. I really can't think straight anymore. Everything my family does is annoying. Even helping me is annoying. I'm more scared of what people think now than before and I always want people to look at me as an OK person. I don't want to be hated by everyone all the time.
I'm starting to get tired of having friends, and honestly I just want to be alone. In the dark. With the shadows.

I really have to gather myself again before I can really start writing again. I haven't been myself since we started school and I started liking this shit boy. God I hate myself. Really.
To me, boys means bad luck. And bad luck means depression, anger or irritation to me.
And right now, I'm under the depression cloud. Which is only darkness, darkness, darkness and oh, more darkness.

I'm sorry if I'm letting you guys wait, but I really have to find out how to gather my feelings again. Piece for piece. Little by little I will be filled with inspiration and I'll be able to write again. At the moment the only thing I can really write is about death and broken love. You don't want that.
That's why I draw most of the time.

Well, I'll be going now.

Thanks for 11k reads, I really appreciate it😌

Night peops, see ya some time.

        _Lils_