25. Being rejected. Pathetic I know but being rejected terrifies me. Even after the many times I've been rejected.
24. Losing someone I love. Again pathetic I know.
23. Losing myself. I've only just found out who I am; I don't want to lose myself now that I've found him.
22. Pushing people away. I seem to do it all the time yet I'm scared of doing just that. I'm practically a walking paradox.
21. I'm scared of letting people in and actually trusting them.
20. Not knowing what comes next.
19. Knowing what comes next. Again walking paradox much?
18. Never being able to create music again. Music is my rock.
17. Not being good enough for my mom, for my dad, for my partner, for my friends, for anyone.
16. Giving up. I don't know why don't ask.
15. Being trapped. There's a reason that I'm always walking to the park.
14. Never speaking my mind.
13. Speaking my mind. Again walking paradox much?!
12. Breaking down in front of someone I don't trust.
11. Being forgotten. Someday I'll mean nothing to no one at all.
10. Loving someone I don't trust.
9. Being helpless. When I can't help someone I love dearly.
8. Not being in control of myself or my surroundings.
7. Losing all hope. So dark. So cold. So empty.
6. Feeling empty.
5. Never being able to express who I am.
4. Having to survive without someone to lean on.
3. Being hurt, again.
2. Embodying negative stereotypes I was born into.
1. Losing my ambition.
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Works for the troubled mind
RandomInspired by "you look disgusting" and "BOY" Works: names (poem) HIM not HER (rhythmic rant/speech)
