Works for the troubled mind

Blame

*trigger warning*
Blame is a funny thing
So hard to explain
It can eat a person inside out
When they didn't do anything
at all
I feel like I should take the blame
Maybe that would lessen the blow
I didn't try to help her
I wish I did
But i didn't know
She'd wind up dead
I had my suspicions
I had my fears
But I never thought
this day would come
Such a tragic day
For those she loved
And for those that loved her
R.I.P.
Rest in peace
I love you always
But I feel like it's my fault
Put all the blame on me
I'm a horrible person
This was my fault
It was my doing
I wasn't the one who killed her
Though I might as well be
I never tried to help her
I never was the friend
I should've been
I let myself lose contact
And then I lost her
The guilt is eating me alive
Making me want to shoulder the blame
Let me take responsibility
For my actions
Blame me for what happened
It was my fault
Blame me
For what I've done
I'm sorry
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So before you get all worried about me this was something I wrote because my girlfriend's best friend killed herself and this is written from the point of view of my girlfriend because she feels like she should take the blame because she never tried to help her friend and is extremely guilty because of that and suicide is a serious issue if you ever need to talk I'm here and don't be afraid to get help stay strong -Totally_immature