Not always happy

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Mark is gaming and doing YouTube and I'm sitting waiting for him to get done so we can watch game grumps and I start leasoning to music and the song and I'm starting to think horrible things like being bullyed on the internet and other things then the song "baby never cut" comes on and it's he'll in my head I start crying blurry eyes shaking hands and a hurting heart I go to my closet and look for a bag when I find it I grab it sitting on the bed I open the bag grabbing a razor and rolling up my sleeve crying harder as I rip my skin
1 cut
2 cuts
3 cuts
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Cutting cutting feeling the pain go away but blood dripping mixing with tears wanting to die cutting and cutting I hear the door open but I ignore it and ruin my skin more then a man's voice say "(y/n)...." ask he hugs me tightly I drop the razor and cry in his chest "M-Mark h-help m-me" he kisses me and wipes the tears out of my eyes "(y/n) why are u hurting Ur self"
"Mark I hate myself I'm worthless" Mark kisses me again "Ur not worthless in my eyes"

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