Pinkie Promise

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"Dad I'm home!" I shouted as I walked inside the house.

"Hey how was school?" He asked coming out from the kitchen.

"Good, I saw your car out front, your not usually home this early." I said giving him a hug.

"Oh yeah... Carole's coming by. We're gonna watch a movie." My dad smiled.

Again really?

I mustered up a fake smile. "Sounds great I'll do home work upstairs."

"She's bring Finn..." My dad added as I was climbing upstairs.

"She's what?" I asked. My first clenched tightly together and my eyes shot open.

"Her son Finn... He goes to your school." My dad said.

"Yeah I'm well aware of that, we see each other during my daily dumpster toss and slushy facial." I said rolling my eyes.

"Try and act nice please. Stay in your room the whole time." My dad said trying to solve this.

"So in my own house I'm locked up in my room because a guy who terrorized me is chilling with MY dad in MY living room. Yeah that seems fair." I scoffed stomping upstairs.

"I thought you were ok with this." My dad said annoyed.

"What! Am I gonna see her everyday! Is she just going to casually come by with her son! Are we suppose to hang out?!" I said getting annoyed.

"Kurt I don't understand you were fine yesterday?" My dad said.

"You don't know me at all! You don't hear me cry you don't hear me scream! You don't see when I smell moms perfume from the dresser! You know nothing! I don't want a new mom! I don't want her replaced! We were doing just fine and now she's coming in doing what?! I do not want sorry excuse for a mom I want a real one!" I yelled. My face was red and I was breathing heavy.

"Kurt did you take your meds today?" My dad asked me calmly.

"Oh yeah because whenever I'm angry or annoyed it's because I'm crazy! And Finn already makes fun of me for it! When he saws all the fucking pills I'm done for!" I yelled tears clouding my vision.

"Kurt! We don't use those words. Come on your my trooper." My dad said trying to calm me.

"Maybe I'm done being strong... Maybe I need to break down and let everyone see me cry... I'm done..." I said my voice breaking. I walked out my keys were still in hand and my bag was on my shoulders ,as I stormed out the front door running to my car. My dad shouted after me but I didn't care. I drove off to the place where I could feel loved and cry in someone's who cares arms. Blaine.

My car pulled up and I went up to his apartment. I knocked on the door my bag still in hand, my face was red and tears were pouring down. Blaine opened the door and his humdrum expression turned to idleness.

"Kurt..." He breathed out, hugging me tight. I hugged back finally crying. He held me for a few minutes before, still holding me but leading me inside. He closed the door and we made our way to the couch still holding on. He took off my bag letting it fall to the floor and sat on the couch ,still hiding tight. I cried for what seemed like hours. He whispered nothing but sweet nothings and rubbing my hair and back. I calmed down still holding on just needing that comfort.

"How we doing?" He asked softly.

I shook my head. "Not good." I said in a voice full of sadness, heavy from crying.

"Talk to me, little one." He said still holding on.

I took a shaky breath and slowly let it out. "dad invited Carole and her son Finn over to watch a movie. I flipped out because one of my bullies was coming over and would really see how crazy I am. And I went into a mom rant used some words. It wasn't pretty." I sighed. I felt Blaine rest his chin on top of my head and nod.

"It's so fucking unfair... All of it... My dad said how I was a trooper but I broke. I'm not strong... I needed to cry... That's where I need you." I sniffled holding on tighter, part of me was scared I would crush him, but the other needed him like air.

"I'm proud of you... Even if you did snap. You got your feelings out and that's always good. Your dad is putting a lot on you, I mean you meat the women yesterday he should have thought these things out. He'll understand, and I know you want to be happy for him but it's hard." Blaine said ,softly kissing my forehead after.

I closed my eyes nodding, burying my fave into his pastel button up that smelled like his calming cologne. "How about we watch a movie? Get your mind off things?" Blaine suggested. I nodded and Cinderella started playing. While we were watching that Blaine helped me with homework. We laughed about stupid things and helped me when I got stuck. I almost forgot why I was so upset. I saw it was nine and I got up.

"I should go... My dad will worry." I said with a sad smile. Blaine nodding and we put away all my stuff. He guided me out of his apartment. "Call me if anything happens ok?" Blaine said smiling. I smiled back and went up on my tippy toes to kiss his lips. "Promise."

He stuck out his pinky, "do you pinky promise." He asked raising an eyebrow.

I laughed and hooked our pinkies together.
"I pinky promise." I said giggling.

"And I solemnly swear I am up to no good." Blaine smirked.

I rolled my eyes playfully letting out pinkies go. "I love you nerd." I said walking out to the stairs. "I love you too Satine."

We parted ways and I made my way home. I got my keys but couldn't find my home key. I silently cursed myself knowing I should have replaced the broken key chain when I knew I had the chance. I knocked on the door and nothing. I knocked again and nothing. After a third time I have up and went to the back where my dad was probably watching football.

And their the sight was... A perfect family.
A normal straight kid and dad watching football. Unlike me where I just read vogue and critic their uniforms. A wife who laughs and loves. Unlike mine who's gone. Tears weld up in my eyes. He didn't even miss me. My dad was laughing with Finn and Carole watching the game. I worried for a day when my dad had a 24 hour shift at work. He didn't care for a second. He's replacing our family... Tears fell down my face as I walked back to my car starting it up again.

And again I drove. I knocked the the door once more. Blaine came out in a white shirt and red flannel on bottoms.

I laughed breathlessly, crying saying in a broken voice.
"Pinkie promise... Right." I stuck out my pinkie looking up at him. His mouth was open and looked at me with pity. He hooked his pinkie on my ,and brought the linked fingers up to his lips. "Always, love." He kissed them and pulled me into a hug. "Let's get to bed yeah?" I nodded walking in once again.

I borrowed pjs from him that were way to big. "You want me to sleep on the couch?" Blaine asked helping me in. I shook my head and patted at the other side. He smiled sadly and climbed in besides me. He held me close to his chest and all my worries slept melted away.

"They don't need me... Their a perfect family." I said voice cracking.

Blaine brushed a piece of hair out of my fave. "What happened?" He asked softly.

"I lost my key and no one heard me knock so I went to the back door. Their they were laughing and watching tv. They didn't miss me. Why would he want a gay song like me when he can have a normal straight one like Finn. And a real wife instead of one who's dead." I said trying to stop my tears from falling. Blaine whipped them with the pad of his thumb. "That's not true they need you as much as you need them."

I shook my head at that. "I'm a crazy fucking  mess."

"Yeah well your my crazy mess. A perfect family just needs people who love each other, father son mother daughter." Blaine said.

"What about us? We love each other... Are we family?" I asked.

Blaine nodded. " we're just a different type, who knows in the future we may want kids or something."

"Kids?" I smiled running my fingers along his jaw line.

"With you my whole life is planned." He smiled.

I smiled back cuddling into his chest. My eyes growing heavy. "Ovyou." I mumbled.

"Love you too." Blaine chuckled before falling asleep holding me.

A/n
I like this chapt and things I have planned next. Get ready.... Brace yourself and your feels.
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Mia🦄

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