Epilogue - Part 2

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I'm on the bus now, crying silently at the back. I look outside through the window, peoples are happily walking under the beautiful lights along the street.

While, I just sit at the back of the bus hopeless. I tell my family and and kyungsoo's parents that I suddenly feel unwell. But no one pay attention on me. They keep talking about irene and how bad I am.

I bet they dont know if I already go out from the house. Because I dont receive a call or a message from them since I go.

For about 1 hour, I'm still on the bus and I just realize it when the driver ask me where I want to go because the bus will go back to the bus terminal.

Without thinking, I apologize to him and come out from the bus at the last bus stop before the bus have to go back. Its so far from my house, and I dont have enough money for taxi.

I walk along the street that so crowd. I dont care about every people who i bump yell at me, or give a disgusting looks. I really dont care about it now. My body becomes so weak, and I cant think properly now.

I walk so slowly because I start tiring and my legs couldnt support my body again.

Luckily, I almost reach my house but I decide to take a rest for a while at the park. Without thinking, I lead my legs to the surprise place for kyungsoo. Its at the corner, where there's a big tree. I already put many light on it and decorations, hipe that kyungsoo will amaze with what I prepare for him.

But what I see now is make me start crying again.

Who the hell are doing this?

I take a heart sign that I remember, I put it on the tree now is on the grass. And its break into a three pieces. I look around and everything are mess. Like there's a tornado in this area a while ago.

My legs become more weak and cant support me again. I fall on the grass and throw everythings which near me. "Why there isnt a thing that go well today?!" I shout and crying more hardly than before.

"Why that only bad things happen?!" I scream. "Why?!"

I grab my head as I feel a pain on my head. But its not hurt than I feel on my heart. Its nothing.

I pull my legs to my chest and hug it tightly. Hiding my face on it. "I think I couldnt cry again" I fake laugh. I already tired, screaming and crying all the time. "Its make me tired"

"Noona" I hear a kids voice but I'm not interest with it. "Noona!" The voice is more louder and I feel a pat on my shoulder make me lift my head up.

I just staring at the boy before he give me a bucket of roses.

"What is this?" I ask him. Instead of answer me, he pull me until I get up then pull my hands to receive it. "For me?"

He just smile and run away from me.

Reflect, I follow that kid out of the park but unfortunately, I lost him. I dont know what to do, so I bring it with me.

The condition on the way to my house is really weird. Its so dark and quite. And why is so quite here? its Christmas eve, but seems like there's no people passing this road.

The wind is getting stronger make me tighten my jacket. I remember that last year, I walked with kyungsoo in this road. He was holding my hand on his pocket while I was telling him the way I met his new partner park jinyoung.

I remember too, when we kissed and not long the first snow started falling above our head.

"I miss it so much" I smile sadly and continue to walk.

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