Today is 24th december. The day that I expect will be a special day. But in reality?
"Where are you?" I sigh as I dial kyungsoo's number for about 10 times. But he always reject it.
He doesnt come home since 2 days ago, and I just know that he have a meeting with his client out of the town and will be back today. Because we will visit my parents house tonight.
"Should I ask kai? Or chanyeol oppa?" I ask myself and come out from my room. But when I reach first floor, the atmosphere is really quite. Like there's no one in this house except me.
I try to call their name but there's no respond. I go to their room too, but they arent there.
"Where are they?" I dont have an idea and try to call sehun and kai but failed. They dont answer it.
I dont know what to do, just laying on the sofa while staring at the ceiling.
Actually, last week, I already plan everything. First, I'll go shopping with kyungsoo when he come back from his business and in the afternoon, chanyeol oppa and I have a cooking class with kyungsoo. I plan to make a Christmas cake for our parents. Then when the night comes, kyungsoo and I will go to my parents house with a couple clothes that I prepare last month. And for the last, I already prepare something for kyungsoo for Christmas eve in the park near our house. And thanks to sehun, kai, chanyeol and baekhyun oppa for helping me.
I'm on the way to the mini market now, want to buy the ingredients for my Christmas cake. When I'm putting strawberries in the trolley, an old woman approach me shile greeting. "Ahhh~ you're mrs do, right?"
Heard that she calling me like that, make me blushing. "Ahh ne. Its me" I couldnt help but to smile.
"Where is your husband, young lady?" I'm about to answer her but, "ahh too bad, seems like he doesnt want to go with you"
"I'm sorry, but my husband isnt at home now, thats why!"
"Ahh.. your husband is rarely come home, I see. Thats why, I never see you go out together like marriage couples in this areal" she laugh.
"Ahjum-"
"You have to watch your husband, okay? He said that he go to work or meet with his client, but you dont know that he is actually meet someone special" she smirk make me want to yell at her but I hold it because she's older than me.
"Kyungsoo is not a type like that!"
"We dont know, people's feeling can change fastly" she smile before she leave me as I cant deny it.
As soon as I come home, I immediately go to the kitchen and prepare everything. And when everything is finish, I call kyungsoo again for the last time before I go to my parent's house.
"Kyungsoo!" I cheer as he pick up my call. "I'm on the way to my parents house, where are you?"
"I'm sorry?"
"Who are you?" I ask when I realize it is not kyungsoo who pick up my call. "Can you give the phone to him?"
"Who are you?" the girl ask me.
Who is she?!, "who are you?! And what are you doing with kyungsoo?"
"Why are you shouting at me?!"
"Where is kyungsoo now?! I want to talk with him"
"Bye!"
"Hey yo-" I'm about to yell at her but she already hang up.
what the hell is kyungsoo doing now?! And who's that girl?!
My mood become worst as I arrive at my parents house. And become worst when everyone ask me where is kyungsoo but I cant tell them because I dont know too where is he.
"What kind of wife are you? Even you dont know where and what is he doing right now" my mom roll her eyes when we are gather in the dining room, waiting for kyungsoo.
I used to hear bad words come out from my mom and I'm fine with it but I dont expect that kyungsoo's mother say something like that too to me.
"You're his wife but you dont know everything. I ask you this, you dont know. I ask you that, you dont know too. Such a useless wife" she said.
I try to hold my tears to not come out with tighten my skirt under the table. I look at my dad and kyungsoo's dad, but they dont say anything and just looking at me disgustingly.
Not long, kyungsoo run from the front approach us. He seems in hurry, I can see his sweats wetting his clothes. I'm happy before that he finally come, but then it dissapear when I see he doesnt wear the clothes that I prepare for him. He even doesnt greet me nor looking at me and immediately sit next to me.
I try to smile to him but he just staring at me flat, make me frown. But when my parents greet him, his expression is changes 180°.
"Well, because kyungsoo is already here" I put my Christmas cake on the table. "I made this a while ago before went here" I smile and cut the cake and put it to everyone's plate.
They start eating it but then they stop chewing. I dont have an idea with them and then look at kyungsoo who run to the kitchen.
"What is this?!" My mom throw her spoon to the plate so suddenly make a loud sound. "Its the worst!"
"You better not make anything for us again. Just buy it somewhere"
"I cant eat it" my dad push his plate away from him. While kyungsoo's dad just grab a tissue and follow his son to the kitchen.
"Its been a year I teach you how to cook but its that only you can do it?" Kyungsoo ask as he come back from kitchen. "You never learn, yoon bomi" he say with a flat expression in front of me.
"If irene is here now. I bet we wont taste something bad like this. Because she is an expert like you, kyungsoo"
"Poor my son, you have to work and do things that your wife should do every day" she looks at his son sadly and then turn to me. "I hope you dont regret, having a useless wife like her"
I feel like thousands knifes are chopping my heart now. I dont want something like this happen too. You thing I want to be a useless wife?! I never want it! I want to be a good wife to him who almost perfect in everything. I really try my best to be like that.
I know I'm different with my sister. She can do all the things that I cant do. She's not like me who ugly and clumsy in everythings. But can you see me? I already trying hard.
"Regret?" He fake laugh. "You just dont know what I feel in my one year with her, mom"
You too, kyungsoo?
I lift my head up to hold my tears come down to my cheeks. Seems like everyone are ignore me and cant see that I'm crying silently in front of them right now.
I keep silent and try thinking positively. But the more I do it, the more kyungsoo's words fulling my brain.
Why are you said that? You regret being with me?
TBC
Okay ._. Because all of you want an epilogue. So I decide to make it. But seems like its too long, so I make it into 2 parts.
Hope you like it ^^ next part will be publish tomorrow
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