The Boy Who Never Loved

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Zac's POV

"If that's the only way I can get closer to you, then let me in." Her voice was low but she sounded honest.
I felt like she genuinely cared for me. But I can't put her what I'm going through. She doesn't deserve me. She deserves way better. The only thing she'll get from me is pain. She deserves to be loved.
"Let me in" she whispered as she came closer, leaning her forehead against mine.
She sounded so honest, like she really wanted me to let her break the walls I build up. She'd probably end up leaving me if she saw what I really was. I don't deserve to be loved. I deserved to be hated. Hatred was something I was used to but love, it scares me. All the people I love end up leaving me in the end. I didn't want Miley to leave me. I know it's been only a day since I met her, but I can't loose her. Even the thought of loosing her scares the shit out to of me.
Please" she whispered again.
I realised how close we were. Her lips were centimetres away from mine. My eyes slowly drifted to her lips, they were pink and a little swollen from our kiss before. She slowly bit her lips as she pulled her hand away from my face. Even without a second thought, I crashed my lips on to hers violently.
She seemed to be taken aback by the intensity of my kiss at first but later she started kissing me back with equal intensity. She slowly opened her mouth for my tongue to slide in. Immediately our tongues were in a battle for dominance.
That's when I realised, I can't stay apart from her. She had everything I ever wanted in a girl. She was funny, she made me forget my problems whenever I was with her, she was understanding and dint judge me. Even though it was only yesterday that I met her, but feel like I know her for ages.
"Damn" she panted for breath as we pulled apart. "That was amazing"
I couldn't help but smile. The way her eyes gleamed, the way she rested her small hands on my chest, the way she looked at me, everything about her was amazing.

We just stood there staring at each other until she spoke again.
"You have no idea what you do to me."
She was wrong. She had no idea what she does to me. God! She was perfect in every way. She smiled slowly biting her lip. I observed she does that when she was nervous and it drives me insane.

"Don't do that." I groaned and her eyes twitched in confusion. "Don't bite your lips. You have no idea what that does to me."
"Sorry" she smiled biting her lips again.
"Oh fuck it!" I growled before I attacked her lips again. This girl was driving me crazy. Hesitantly, I pulled away.
"I won't be able to pull away next time." I whispered against her ear and she giggled.
She stuck her tongue out "Maybe that's what I want." I slowly removed by hands from the wall and stared at the girl in front of me. She was an angel.
"Your staring." She whispered against my ear sending goosebumps all over my body.
I groaned in frustration "You need to stop teasing me Des. You have no clue how difficult this is."
She just smiled and started walking towards the door. "We need to clean up the mess we made in the kitchen."
I followed her sighing. I always hated cleaning.
What was she doing to me?
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We finally cleaned up the whole kitchen and now I was standing in my room as Miley wore her heels. They were probably seven inch high. How could she walk on those?
"Your still okay with the vacation thing right?" She asked as she walked towards me. I still had the same question. How is she able to walk in those?
"Yess" I muttered and she smiled. I will never get enough of her smile.
We decided to spend the whole week together, just the two of us. In the last few hours, we discovered some unknown feelings for each other but it was too late to decide anything. I had a feeling that this week was going to be good.
As we entered the garage, I decided to use the black Audi. That one was my favourite.
Being the gentleman I am, I opened the door for Miley who shot me another smile. She needs to stop doing that. My heart misses a beat every time she smiles and that would be 'often'.
I turned on the radio and Maroon Five started playing. I saw Miley's face light up as soon as she heard the song and much to my surprise, she started singing along.