Lily's P.O.V.
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His hot breath on my face, his hands holding tight to my hips, pulling me towards him with each thrust. Hour after hour of nonstop betrayal. I close my eyes tightly, turning my face away from him, burying my blushing cheeks into a pillow and murmuring calm, soothing words to myself and my wolf.
My hands are tied to the head board and my feet to the foot board. The dingy old cot creaking below us.
He leans his face closer to mine, his retched breath breezing past my lips.
"You'll never be accepted as a mate, oh, gorgeous Lillian. You can't give a man what he really needs to be accomplished in this life, a pup... But you will make one hell of a mistress. All the pleasures of being with a sexy whore and no reprecusions." Nathan grunts out between deep thrust.
My body screams with discomfort as he continues to use my body for his nightly games.
'Ha. Reprecusions? Can't believe he actually knows what that means.'
My wolf whimpers, trying to hide the pain she's in with her sarcasm.
Nathan's lips meet mine and I refuse to kiss him back, bile rising in my throat as he swipes his tongue along my bottom lip, asking for entrance; which I immediately deny. He pulls back and slaps me once across the cheek, hard, leaving a burning sensation over my already bruised flesh, but no matter how badly it hurts, I still refuse him.
"Lily. You just make this all the more fun for me." His voice raspy and hoarse.
Suddenly he rams into me harder.
a tiny squeak escapes my lips, gripping the sheets thick in my hands; I hadn't expected him to be so rough all of a sudden.
"Now you're mine. "
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I jolt awake, gasping for air, tears streaming down my face and sweat covering most of my body. I glance over at the alarm clock on my desk, 2.A.M. I toss the damp sheets aside with a huff and crawl off the bed, headed to the bathroom for a much needed shower.
I strip my underwear and tank top off, tossing them into a pile on the floor and hop into the shower, allowing the freezing water to wash over my body, cooling my heated flesh.
"Lily?" Gator calls from the bathroom door way.
"Yeah." I answer, holding back the tears.
I can't seem to get rid of the nightmares...
"You alright, Hun?" Concern thick in his groggy, raspy tone.
"Yeah." I answer after a moment of reining in my crazy emotions.
I'm pissed. I'm scared. I'm hurt... I'm going crazy.
"You can always come sleep with one of us, Lily. The doors are always open. You know that."
I sigh reluctantly. "I know." I mumble.
He sighs, then shuffles back out of my room, closing the door behind him.
It's been the same since I got back a few months ago. Nothing's been the same. I can't sleep a full night without thinking about him. Though my appetite is back finally and I can hold more fluids down now, but I can't sleep. And a cranky, sleep deprived depressed Alpha is the last thing my pack needs right now. Though, I am thankful no one has told the pack exactly what happened to me while I was away, so far, and I hope it stays that way. I don't want pity and I cant have the pack second guessing me. What happened to me has no effect on how I run my pack.
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Black Lightning. Loyalty.
WerewolfYoung teenage Alpha, Lillian Blake, has been told since she was young she was something special; With her rare pure white fur, unique eyes, and unique ways. But with how Lily's life is going so far, she doesn't believe a word of it. She was sent awa...