Dear Bully

Letter 25

{Important A/N at the end. Please read. <3 And also sex warning. :3}

Dear Bully

Feeling the wind through my hair,

I don't know how,

But right now,

I feel more alive then ever.

Maybe life is made for those special moments,

for that second of feeling alive as you step off the seat,

jump off the bridge,

Or pull the trigger.

My vision blurs as i start seeing memories,

<Flashback>

<Age 7>

My fathers pushing me on the swing. "Weeeee! Higher daddy! Higher!" Then comes the guys who stole my father's life. He pulls out a gun, demanding me to be handed over. "Never." Father says in a stern tone. My mother runs up to me and pulls me away while i'm in tears soaking her blouse. The guy stares at father for a second the sprints away. I manage to get out of my mothers arms, I run as fast as I can over to my father. "Wake up! Daddy please wake up! DADDY!" I scream as the sirens are heard in the distance. All I see is black.

<Age 12>

I stand there staring at the gates, the gates of my new school. Otumoetai Intermediate School. I'm only a year 7 (Grade 6), I continue to stare as these group of boys walk past. You accidently trip me, I stand to see you staring at me and offering to help me up, I gladly accept. You continue to apologize. I remember thinking, 'This is the start of a great friendship.' God how I was wrong.

Later that day, I remember you pushing me down a flight of steps. I remember you just staring with regret and sympathy in your eyes. I just black out.

<Age 13>

That one night flashes through my head. I remember us on the couch, just sitting, talking when you started to lean in. I did too. Our lips connected, this taste, I wanted more. The kiss was filled with lust, passion and hunger. I licked your bottom lip, asking for entry you gladly accepted. Without breaking the kiss you picked me up, I wrapped my legs around your torso. {Yeah, there was more but then my family wanted to read this story and i'm like haha nope. So yeah, sex scenes gone.}

My memory went and all I saw was white. 

I was dead.

I saw father,

He was holding his hand out.

I grabbed it and was 7 again.

We walked around.

I saw grandma and grandad.

I even saw Sapphire as a 3 year old.

She had you're blue eyes and my red hair.

So this is the end i guess.

-Willow

{A/N Ok so I had to stop writing this like 9 times because I couldn't continue. Some people who I know were saying I ripped this off from other people's book. Wrong. All this happened to me except the baby and sex but. I made that up, for effect. But thank you guys so much for supporting this book. I love you all! <3 <3 <3 <3}