C O N T R O L

✘Confused✘

The next morning I woke up by the sunlight from outside my window... or I think my window. I sat up and looked around the room realizing I wasn't in my own bed nor my mother's.

"What the hell," I muttered to my self.

I looked down at my clothes to see I wasn't wearing my regular clothes, instead I was wearing navy blue pajama pants and a grey sweater. I looked down at my wrist now remembering what happened last night and that sent shivers down my spine. I felt crying, but I didn't. I didn't know what to do so I just laied there in silence until I heard the door open.

"Awake already," I heard and turned to see Kai leaning against the door way.

"W....why am I here," I asked frightened.

"You blacked out," he said

"Yh, because you attacked me, " I yelled as I made my way towards the door.

Right when I was about to walk out he grabbed my wrist. He pushed me close to him. Our noses grazing against one another. He smelled like honey dew and strawberrys. His eyes weren't black any more they were a grayish blue. His hair was perfectly groomed. It was a shade of strawberry red and his skin was clean. At that moment I had forgotten everything about everything except him. It was like when he touched me I forgot everything else in life and only focused on him and only him.

He stroked my cheek and buried his face in my neck. Then he whispered in my ear
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you."

Tears started flowing down my eyes but he wiped them away with his thumb. I never cry, but why was I crying now?

He kissed my lips and held onto my hips. He continued to kiss me with his gentle soft lips.

I was so confused onto what was going on. Why didn't he just kill me right then and there. Why did he do that to me? I was scared of him less than two minutes now I'm not

He pulled away and I was kinda disappointed. I wanted to continue to kiss him.

"I'll take you home and explain everything later, "he said as he grabbed my phone.

"Why are you taking my phone for, "I asked.

"So I can get your number. "

I heard his phone ring and he picked it up.

"Hello," I said.

"Its me."

We laughed at the corny joke, but it really wasn't that funny. I suddenly felt comfortable being around him considering the fact that he almost killed me. When he wasn't that crazy demon thing and just his normal self I felt calm and comfortable but I feared his other form coming back again.

"Kai," I said playing with my fingers because of nervousness.

"Yes."

"Why did you hurt me," I asked.

There was a long pause of silence. I had so many questions to ask ,but I didn't want to be a burden.

"I was born like that,my mom and father were demons and I got that trait they protected me from me changing into my other form, but then one day my parents left without saying a word and since I didn't know how to control my other form by myself it takes over my body every night, that's why I walk out in the middle of the forest where no one goes for hours and leave at dawn."

" Why were you out there at a time like that, " he asked and then I remembered what happened yesterday at school and how I ran away and got lost.

"I needed some fresh air, so I decided to go out for a walk in the woods and I... I got lost, " I lied.

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I woke up from the glare of the sun reflecting of my mirror beaming into my eyes. It was around 2 o'clock in the afternoon and I had fallen asleep working on homework. When I had gotten home no one was there. I couldn't keep the memories from last night out of my dreams when I was sleeping, but not all of them were bad memories.

I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen. I opened the freezer and felt the cold air hit my face. I searched for some ice cream, but of course there was only a couple bags of frozen peas. Since it was only my mom and I we never really had homemade meals. We used to when my father was alive because he loved homemade dishes, but ever since he died my mom had stopped making them.

I went upstairs to go take a shower since I haven't yet. I entered the bathroom that was connected to my room. I walked in and closed the door. I turned the shower nob to the left and stuck my hand under the water to feel if it was to my liking. I hooked my phone into my mini speaker that was placed along the counter away from any sort of danger and turned on my Spotify mix . I began to undress and stepped in the shower. The hot water poured down my back and onto my hair. The hot water mixed in with the calm music was so soothing. I was in the shower for about 20 minutes and I didn't want to get out but I did any way. I grabbed my towel and wrapped it around my body. I stood in front of the mirror and examined the bruises all over my neck and around my collar bone area. I pulled out a draw with all my makeup in it and decided to cover up the red painful marks with conceal. I didn't want my mom to see all the marks around my neck.

I walked into my room and grabbed my pastel pink capris, a gray shirt from Brandy Melville, and some purple socks. I put my clothes over my matching underwear and bra set and slipped on my socks. I went down stairs and grabbed my wallet off the kitchen table and checked to see if I had enough money, which I did. I slipped on my black Vans. I didn't have to bring my purse because my wallet is a phone case as well and it's lasting me a long time because I got it from Vera Bradley. That wallet was the last thing I got from my dad that was valuable before he had died. He gave it to me as a gift for getting my first job.

I grabbed my bike out of the garage and made my way down the dirt road with my strap of my wallet hanging around my wrist dangling back and forth. When I got to the small market I sat my bike out front. I walked in and grabed a basket. I went to frozen food section and grabbed ice cream, hot pockets, and pizza rolls. I then went to the chip section and got a bag of popcorn. I was pretty thirsty so I got a big bottle of Naked juice and also picked up a jar of Nutela with some strawberrys.
I went to the self checkout aisle and purchased my items. I walked out of the store and placed my bags inside the basket connected to the bike. I rode my bike down the street to the dirt road and back to my house. I went inside and placed everything where it belongs. I sat down on the coach with a jar of Nutela and some strawberries. I turned on the televison and started watching Fakeing It on demand. I was 10 minutes into the show when I got a call.

"Hello," I answered.

"Hey, it's me Kai."