After he left, I ruined everything for myself. It's all his fault, if he had been stronger, I could have been stronger. I wouldn't be constantly crying every night, letting my whole life pass by. I wouldn't have ruined my chances with Jimin, the one person I am in constant need of.
I'm an idiot. I know it, if you could take one look at what I've done since I found out, you'd agree with me. Everyone would. I became so lonely because of it, I had nobody left. Just me and the bare walls of my apartment. The walls I had decorated with holes, after punching them. I had decorated the walls with the marks plates and chairs made as they came in contact with the white paint.
It was because of him. It is because of him that we are all like this, different. We changed dramatically. I had always been sad, always felt worthless. Needed something to sparkle, something that I could have, so I could feel as though I was important enough to be able to have something so great. After he left, I stole, I stole all the shiny things. All the things that sparkled. Because when he left I could handle it, he was one of my closest friends, to me he was something that sparkled.
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The Most Beautiful Moment in Life || BTS
Фанфикnow they are all dead. *based of the I Need U, Prologue, and Run* Started: 01/31/16 Completed: 05/23/16? Tiana | jfcyoongi | 2016
