Waking up next to you
is like a hangoverbecause when I wake up
I can't remember anything
my mind is too drowsy
I can barely move
my body is too stiff
I can't speak
not even my thoughtsSo I'll just lay here
staring at the ceiling
imagining scenarios
of what happenedPeople say that drinking
away their problems
actually helpsBut that's what hangovers are for
They make it more bitter
when you realize
that it wasn't a dreamSo I lay down on this messy bed
my body feeling tired and sore
my mind still clouded with alcoholI'm trying to picture
what could've happened
in one nightThen last nights actions
wake me up
like medicine
for this hangoverThe night was long
we were careless
We were both drunk
we thought
"what's the harm?"I stare up at this ceiling
and I realize
your lips were like alcohol
and I wanted to get drunkYou are my hangover
Full of regret,
forgetfulness,
and goodbyes*
"Your lips are like wine,
and I want to get drunk"
-Shakespeare