My black heart aches with pain trying to erase your name, your there but your not my whole world is tied in a knot. I want you still but me and you just can't be for real, you make me feel wonderful so good inside but I know you can't be my bride. you were nice to me you even showed me a little hospitality but in reality you were looking for someone else someone better then me I don't think you think were intended to be, but you'll see me and you are perfect one of a kind I know one day I'll blow your mind. I rarely see you but when I do I just can't take my eyes off you. I never told you how I feel but one day I know I will, I just hope its not to late because right now I just don't have the courage or strength. your amazing I can't even explain what I'm feeling, every time you pop in my mind I just can't help but smile you make my life worthwhile. your everything to me I just don't show it there's a special place in my heart for you you'll just never know it.
