Desire & guilt: Yoonkook

the beginning of the end

Lately I've been dreaming about suga hyung and not innocently either

"why were you saying suga's name in your sleep" v asked "and don't say you don't know what I'm talking about". V's voice was starting to get louder

"V ,you know I have no clue what your talking about"

He looked at jungkook with his head tilted and a look of disbelief mixed with anger "you damn well know what I'm talking about, suga told me he heard you"

"Yoongi hyung told you what" jungkook asked in shock

V puff a small sigh of breathy laughter, he was mad, really mad. "How do you feel about him"

"Huh" jungkook said

''How do you feel about suga" he sounded mad and was almost yelling

"V quiet down jin hyung is going to hear you yelling"

V was yelling now "I don't care tell me how you feel about suga"

Jungkook began to get mad at v for yelling " what does it matter, I'm with you not yoongi hyung"

"Are you sure about that, you've seemed so far away lately, I'm starting to think you'd rather be with suga" v was yelling louder then before.

"Are you really going to start with that crap v, because if you are I'm going to leave" jungkook said with aggravation in his voice.

V got louder "leave, I dare you"

"okay" jungkook walked out of v's dorm room slamming the door behind him. He cleared his throat, "Jin hyung I'm going out for a bit don't wait up, okay, see ya later"

Jungkook grabbed his wallet and coat as he stormed out of the dorm house by the time jin answered him

V opened the door to his dorm room as jungkook slammed the house door behind him, v made his way over to the kitchen where jin was and broke down crying in jin's arms

Jungkook was a few blocks from the dorm house taking a short cut through the park to get to the bar, when all the sudden he stopped on the spot and started to scream. Each scream was louder then the last and full of anger, pain, and confusion. After about five minutes of screaming he tries to gain his composer and falls to his knees and cries because he can't think straight.

He gets up wipes his eyes and starts to head to the bar.

"If I remember correctly jimin, namjoon hyung, hobbie hyung and yoongi hyung should be there" he whispered under his breath as he approached the bar's door.

Jungkook opened the door and walked in he scanned the bar tables for suga and the rest, he spotted suga sitting at the counter by the bartender but he didn't see namjoon and the others. Jungkook tried to forget what happened with v as he walked over to where suga was sitting.

"yo, yoongi hyung where did the others go" jungkook asked as he sat down next to suga

''Hey kookie, they left a little while ago, whatcha doing here" suga said

"Yoongi hyung do me favor and order me a glass of what your drinking" jungkook said

"Sure kookie, are you going to tell me why your here though" suga asked as he called the bartender over and ordered the drink for jungkook

The bartender brought the drink over and placed it in front of jungkook

jungkook drank half the glass in a second " I got in a fight with v, he was arguing with me about you"