My sisters funeral was earlier today. She was my little sister, practically still a baby. She didnt deserve to die, and not the way she did, mangled, crushed flat and churned up under a cars wheels. They wouldnt let us see the body. I havent told my parents it was a suicide yet. I should tell someone at least because the no one believes the driver when he tell them she did honestly jump into the road out of no where. An innocent mans life is being ruined because of my sisters selfishness. I told her she shouldnt do it, I told her she would regret it, but I honestly didnt think she would do it. I thought she was too young to do something as serious as that. The guilt in incredible, you wouldnt believe it. I wasnt there for her and i should have been. I should have helped her and i didnt. I dont know if I can live with it, maybe she had the right idea. I was right about one thing though, her regretting it. I could hear her crying in her coffin all the way through the service.
